Tuesday, September 29, 2009

that time of the year

i've always been a fan of walking by the beach on a windy evening. i love the wind in my face (and hair) and to coolness it brings. it'll be a bonus if the walk is with a very good friend, or with my babes...or even with a lover...
tonight, i felt the breeze again after so many months of HOT SUN and RAIN... the end-of-the-year breeze is back (well i call it the christmas breeze) and i love it.. too bad i couldn't get anyone to accompany me for a walk.. anyone interested?
i've been thinking lots ever since i got back from KL the past weekend. that life is all about change, and it's you to make the effort to change for the better or worst. being a sentimentalist, i realised that there's no point hanging on to memories of the past, things and people of the past. yes, i will always cherish the past but i have to move on. i have to let go and appreciate what i have now...
but...
does that mean i have to throw everything out from my room and start a new with fresh things? well, it would be a good thing to have my room re-decorated but i guess i could throw away things that i really don't use
does that mean that i will burn everything my ex gave? well, they are in a big box somewhere in my room trying to forget about it... who knows, maybe one day i'll start a bon fire... hmm... BBQ anyone?
does that mean i got to forget the birthdays of my old friends? no, i feel it's always nice to have someone wishing you on your birthday, so i will always try to remember them
does that mean i have to ignore everything that has been happening to my old friends? it's always good to be updated but if they decide not to let me in, then i shouldn't feel offended
anyway.. yea, useless random post i know...
but i will always try to be a good friend, try to be there for them and appreciate everything they do/feel about me... oh also try to be positive for them (and for myself of course)... yup... POSITIVE!!! :D
i would like to say THANK YOU to my friends who have been there for me.... lots of *hugs*
still need some company for a walk in the breeze though....

1 comment:

Rosalind said...

the physical absence of those sentimental items does work wonders...try it if u're ready...lil by lil