that time of the year

i've always been a fan of walking by the beach on a windy evening. i love the wind in my face (and hair) and to coolness it brings. it'll be a bonus if the walk is with a very good friend, or with my babes...or even with a lover...

tonight, i felt the breeze again after so many months of HOT SUN and RAIN... the end-of-the-year breeze is back (well i call it the christmas breeze) and i love it.. too bad i couldn't get anyone to accompany me for a walk.. anyone interested?

i've been thinking lots ever since i got back from KL the past weekend. that life is all about change, and it's you to make the effort to change for the better or worst. being a sentimentalist, i realised that there's no point hanging on to memories of the past, things and people of the past. yes, i will always cherish the past but i have to move on. i have to let go and appreciate what i have now...

but...

does that mean i have to throw everything out from my room and start a new with fresh things? well, it would be a good thing to have my room re-decorated but i guess i could throw away things that i really don't use

does that mean that i will burn everything my ex gave? well, they are in a big box somewhere in my room trying to forget about it... who knows, maybe one day i'll start a bon fire... hmm... BBQ anyone?

does that mean i got to forget the birthdays of my old friends? no, i feel it's always nice to have someone wishing you on your birthday, so i will always try to remember them

does that mean i have to ignore everything that has been happening to my old friends? it's always good to be updated but if they decide not to let me in, then i shouldn't feel offended

anyway.. yea, useless random post i know...

but i will always try to be a good friend, try to be there for them and appreciate everything they do/feel about me... oh also try to be positive for them (and for myself of course)... yup... POSITIVE!!! :D

i would like to say THANK YOU to my friends who have been there for me.... lots of *hugs*

still need some company for a walk in the breeze though....