being human

isn't it weird that a person can feel sad and YET happy at the same time (but of course of different reasons la...)

here i am doubting the reason of me "smiling" a week ago as that so-called-reason seems dodgy - and that makes me a teeny weeny sad cause the happiness i "thought" i had was real...

and at the same time, i just heard that my WONDERFUL piggy has found someone who makes HER happy and gave her the ability to LOVE again!!! gosh... i wish i had that back again.... i'm so HAPPY for her as she did go through a good pile of shit... i knew she was a strong girl, able to pick up herself and to open her heart to someone again, though she did say they were going-with-the-flow.... hahahaha.. right! :P

so ROSIE POSIE!!! i'm happy for you, i wish u all the best, and i hope things will be better and great from here onwards... love u lots babe! wished i could be there for u for a BIG hug and to shed some tears of happiness for u!!! MUACKS!!!

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now back to my dodgy reason that made me "smile" a week ago...... i'm still analysing the situation.. is it REAL or not? it's sooo suspicious!! i could die.com