the answer is....

yes i got the job....

i was given some homework to do before he called again to test me... and when he did on wed, i manage to "impress" him... and he was satisfied and excitedly said "come to KL now!!!"... (gosh reading this sentence, it sounds so wronglike) hahahah anyway.. i was shocked, i was overwhelmed, i was speechless.. i didn't know what to say....

he assured me it was a good thing and he started to tell me the details of what is given and bla bla bla.... i was listening but at the same time still, in a daze, in shock.... he asked when can i start but obviously i have to give a 1 months notice... AND find a place in KL, move and settle in before i can start... it's a BIG thing for me.. and i'm not sure how i can handle it.... esp when i got to go through this alone...

so now, i'm still contemplating... still talking to ppl (maybe i should stop because it isn't helping) and do research on my "lifestyle" there... it won't be easy, i know... bottom line, i can always come home and i'm sure it'll be ok when i come home... but i don't want to think of it yet... i need to get things going, start with phone calls with family members, research, get my act together and make that STEP i've ALWAYS wanted to take.... at the same time i'm REALLY scared.... *cry*

i got to wait for the offer letter, read through it, make plans with parents, sign it and then i'll give in my resignation letter.... ggrrrhhhh *emotional*

God Help!