am i back?

well, i've written some but put it in draft... i've already posted it anyway... u got to scroll down...

it's hard to come back to writing here cause i have to chose what to say, and because of that, i don't really know what to say in the end.... so i've gone back to my diaries... actual books... which only when i die ppl will read about it....

anyhow, i'll write what's interesting that has been happening here - generally....

up till now, it's my job, i got it, BUT i still haven't gotten the offer letter with all the T&C, so i can't really make plans YET and i can't resign from my current job yet... it's exciting, but scary, what if i can't do the job? and also the move is very stressful just thinking about it... but if i don't take this opportunity, when will i take it? right or not...