life goes on... it has to

ahahha.. u must be wondering what the topic is about....

well.. during the weekend, i brought back my darling fishes from the penang hse that i was staying and back to BM.. i tried my best to bring them back safe and sound.. but unfortunately...

1st story

been wanting to get rid of the 3 fishes that were supposedly food for big fishes, but because i had it (how come - long story) and i didn't have a big fish to feed it, i kept it and now it's huge.... but then when i hung out at Ah Kong's hse, he had an Oscar and thought i'd feed it the smallest fish... and within a blink of an eye.. it's gone.. u could see the tail of that lil fella hanging out from the mouth of Oscar... hahahhaha.. cruel uh?

2nd story

when i brought what's left of the fishes back to the hse.. i proudly set up the tank with water, stones and the filter, put the fish in it and hope they survive.. after a few hrs, my dad kept pestering me bout the other fishes nibling on the angel fish.. one of the first fish i kept for soo long and outlasted so many other fishes... i thought to myself... oh no... PLEASE don't die!!!! it was just a long and hot journey!!!! ......

then i had to separete the fish from the other "rude" fishes hoping for it to recover and get well... but even after that and changing the water again, it didn't do any good towards the end of the day.... it's been swimming upside down... i thought it'd be ok cause it was still breathing AND swimming (but upside down)...

this early morning, before i left for work, i peeped in the tank, and i saw it motionless... i think it's dead but then again, it was dark.. and it might be sleeping (i think fishes DO sleep).... oh well.. it's been the whole day i'm at work and mum didn't send a message saying that it's dead... or maybe it is but not bothered to tell me....

so if i go home and find out that it's dead.... i'm gonna feel quite sad to tell u the truth... cause this angel fish was one of the first fishes my baby got me and out lasted soo soo soo many other fishes..... sigh.....

i have a feeling it's gonna be bad news when i get back....

*sob sob sob*