mornings....

now that i start work in the morning and HAVE to get up early.... *what a drag... there's alot i've seen and noticed....

the first time i got up early and got out of the house, it reminded me bout my high school days in convent.... i'd get up early, have breakfast (now i don't cause - tummy still sleeping) and wait outside my house for my bus sekolah.... and i'll see housewives wearing their walking shoes and walking round the neighbourhood in a group of 4 or 6... chit chatting all the way and swinging their hands EXTRA hard (guess just to show that their "exercising"?) heheheh... so that's what i see every morning now.. and it brings back memories...

there was once when i saw my bus sekolah picking up kids for school... couldn't see if the driver was the same guy... man... just imagine if i was him.... i would go...

"how time flies.... i used to pick up this girl for school when she was 6 and now.... look, she's taking the car to go to work....."

when i thought of that, it made me smile and also feel abit sad... to know that time goes by without u knowing it.... but then again, i feel that it wasn't that bad... cause i know by now he's a grandfather and who knows... a great grandfather!!!! (he became a grandfather when i was in my later years of school)

and now... i have new memories of the mornings.... from the 5 days i've been coming to work in the morning, i have started to recognize the cars on the road... like that certain red Savvy which always overtake me... or that old proton saga which is always packed with ppl (also overtaking me).... and a white kancil at the parking lot with the car sun shades put up, but the car still running ... i thinking he came so early that he can have a nap before he starts work... ehhehehe... i think if i do that, i'll be LATE for work!!! LOL......

guess when there's a past... there's also the future and i'm really looking forward for mine and i really don't know what's there for me.... like before, i knew.. there's SPM... then there's the college exams.... and i got to do a thesis.... but now... nothing.. i know nothing... and sometimes that scares me.... grrr......

so cheers to... err...... the FUTURE!!!!