very hot!!
got up to a hot day!! was sweating like nobody's business!!
was telling myself to clean the room abit so that when the guy comes to install Streamyx, the room won't look so 'nasty'!!! but then again the laziness got to me... guess i got to do it tonight....
gonna get my broadband tomorrow!!! yeay!! yeay!!! can't wait!!!! wooohooooo!!!!!!
was reading my fellow ah ma dugong's blog, she's going to Melaka!! for a Baba and Nyonya wedding!! how nice!! i haven't been to one and wonder if it's the same as our weddings here.... guess the difference is that the food is very much better!! i'm sure ah kong dugong will be busy drinking with his cousins and buddies... i think it's his cousins wedding....
how i wished i was on holiday!
met my 'source' (someone who helped and is helping me for my thesis) online in Yahoo Messenger... and he sounds like an ok guy, maybe abit nerdy (he has a whole complicated network at home) and doesn't really do anything other than stay at home researching on network.. was supposed to meet him online again when i'm in college to get my email server done but he's not online... hmm... guess he's having dinner or something...
was talking to my baby last night, looks like things are gonna get back to normal.. he's gonna get soo busy till i can't even call him, cause he would be too busy to answer my calls.. sigh.... :( he said he'll be back for Labour Day, not sure if he'll be free in the first place. he has some convention going on in Penang where his mum, sis and bro will be attending too... so even if he DOES come down, he'll be with them... hmm.. maybe i can join them or something.... at least i get to see him!
hmm... i really envy those people who have their boyfriends/girlfriends staying in the same state or even staying a 10 minutes drive away from them... they can see each other everyday, be together in everything... sigh... and can even just stay home together watching tv... sigh... really envy them... here i am counting the weeks, the days, the hours till my baby comes back to see me again, it's so heart wrenching and it hurts at times... its like u see a couple (or know couples) who are with each other all the time and knowing that u too can be like them but u can't, because your other half is either 1 hour away, 4 hours away or just another country away... it's sad man... really sad....
being in a so-called long distance relationship for 4 years... it's getting very tiring... the first or second year, it's ok... the energy is there, the motivation is there, able to hold-in and wait... but for 4 years.... it gets tiring, it gets irritating and it gets sad... yes i know when the time comes when you are together u have great fun, the love is strong and the pressure is off.. but how long will it last? it'll last as long as when u're together but when u be apart again, it starts all over again.... and the cycle goes on and on... its hard, its really hard...
gosh.. i really miss my baby....
was telling myself to clean the room abit so that when the guy comes to install Streamyx, the room won't look so 'nasty'!!! but then again the laziness got to me... guess i got to do it tonight....
gonna get my broadband tomorrow!!! yeay!! yeay!!! can't wait!!!! wooohooooo!!!!!!
was reading my fellow ah ma dugong's blog, she's going to Melaka!! for a Baba and Nyonya wedding!! how nice!! i haven't been to one and wonder if it's the same as our weddings here.... guess the difference is that the food is very much better!! i'm sure ah kong dugong will be busy drinking with his cousins and buddies... i think it's his cousins wedding....
how i wished i was on holiday!
met my 'source' (someone who helped and is helping me for my thesis) online in Yahoo Messenger... and he sounds like an ok guy, maybe abit nerdy (he has a whole complicated network at home) and doesn't really do anything other than stay at home researching on network.. was supposed to meet him online again when i'm in college to get my email server done but he's not online... hmm... guess he's having dinner or something...
was talking to my baby last night, looks like things are gonna get back to normal.. he's gonna get soo busy till i can't even call him, cause he would be too busy to answer my calls.. sigh.... :( he said he'll be back for Labour Day, not sure if he'll be free in the first place. he has some convention going on in Penang where his mum, sis and bro will be attending too... so even if he DOES come down, he'll be with them... hmm.. maybe i can join them or something.... at least i get to see him!
hmm... i really envy those people who have their boyfriends/girlfriends staying in the same state or even staying a 10 minutes drive away from them... they can see each other everyday, be together in everything... sigh... and can even just stay home together watching tv... sigh... really envy them... here i am counting the weeks, the days, the hours till my baby comes back to see me again, it's so heart wrenching and it hurts at times... its like u see a couple (or know couples) who are with each other all the time and knowing that u too can be like them but u can't, because your other half is either 1 hour away, 4 hours away or just another country away... it's sad man... really sad....
being in a so-called long distance relationship for 4 years... it's getting very tiring... the first or second year, it's ok... the energy is there, the motivation is there, able to hold-in and wait... but for 4 years.... it gets tiring, it gets irritating and it gets sad... yes i know when the time comes when you are together u have great fun, the love is strong and the pressure is off.. but how long will it last? it'll last as long as when u're together but when u be apart again, it starts all over again.... and the cycle goes on and on... its hard, its really hard...
gosh.. i really miss my baby....
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2 comments:
I can emphatise with you. However, do 'enjoy' it while it lasts (the distance) coz you will miss it when the time comes. Although I know how hard it is though with the distance thing.
Like they say, the heart grows fonder with the distance (umm can't remember exact sentence). :)
thanks leyna for those words of encouragement..
i guess it's ok when u know that somehow sooner or later it'll be better...
just got to keep my head up and be strong...
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