do u...

do u tell ppl that you're depressed?

well, i don't know, but i was glad that he was able to see that something bothered me, i really wanted to tell him what was (is) bothering me but we weren't in the best of time/place to have talks like this....

i broke down last night and no thanks to my swollen tonsils, i was in pain too... sucky man... heart pain and body pain too.... wanted to skip work today but nah.... better do something to keep my mind off "stuffs".... hope i feel better after work today... sigh.....

feeling shitty

yea i am.... and i think it's getting to me, being "alone"... it's starting to get to me.. now that i'm so called "settled" here in KL.... there's nothing much going on for me right now....

i do get this when i'm bored and spending too much time indoors.... but then again, it may not be that, but something else - and it doesn't help when all u see on tv are lovey dovey movies, books i read are about one and u see them everywhere on the bus, on the trains...

damn.... at least i'm with family, that helps but the feeling is still there when i'm alone...

am bloody working today after having a holiday yesterday - no thanks to aussies celebrating their victory taking over other ppls land... weird uh... on thurs night, i met up with me long lost cousin - luke.... he's "churchie" now... and a wee bit different, though i could manage to bring out the OLD luke i always know and love... i guess when all of us get older we some how change in a way too... *wonders- have i changed?

so we met at KLCC, and went to Pelita down the road of Jln Ampang to have dinner - not as nice as the Pelita in penang... then after that, we were sick sitting there and we went back to KLCC.. wanted to watch a movie but the movie list sucked and we were about 10 mins late for any movie that was showing, in the end we sat at Lecka Lecka and chit chatted.... gosh, had memory flash backs and damn, it made me feel worst.... NOT that it's because of meeting Luke but because of having someone i can confide in, there with me.... it was 8 something and i was SUPPOSED to go home.... but i didn't want to, i wanted to be out... we in the end went out to the KLCC park and thank god the weather was lovely (windy) we sat outside, watching the twin towers and watching the dancing fountains... and talked somemore...

but it all had to end, we had to get going - both of us had to take the trains home.... we were heading opposite directions but luke can be such a sweety, he followed me to my station before he went back - i had to give him a HUGE hug, more of I needed one

sigh.. it was all good, i met him after like soooo freaking long... and i'm happy to see him happy...

i did a movie marathon yesterday when i was home- no work, i watched Derailed and Longest Yard... got it from pauline... gosh, i need to bring them back to her... it's been some weeks dee... and ppl in the hse deprived on movies too... they're not too keen on TV shows - no good for kids so must get new movies to watch

i can't wait for next month! i think i'll take the bus back to pg on the 14th... dun want to be "around" the valentine's fever....grrr.... already the 6th year anniversary will be on the 6th but that doesn't matter anyway right now.... :( what's sad, i used to love februaries, but in this situation of not knowing where i stand, it's depressing... at least i'll be coming home to pg to EAT and see mum and dad

ppl say i lost weight... i don't think i did cause none of my clothes are loose.... and i haven't weighed myself, harlo ppl.. it's only been like 3 weeks since xmas??!! how to loose weight in that amount of time?

done... works done... me gonna have BK with the guys....

The Sun - Baskin and Robbins

every morning when i reach Masjid Jamek station to walk to the office, there will be piles and piles of The Sun newspaper for ppl to take - FOR FREE! that's not all, in the paper, everyday there's a lil cut out for Baskin and Robbins ice cream, buy one scoop of that day's flavour and get another for free!! and everyday the flavour changes... cool eh!.... but then, where i am, there's no Baskin and Robbins around... and well, there's none in Gombak too... so i don't really (in fact - i never) used the coupons.... but it's good eh... where penang got such things? hahahah....

sigh... bye bye late nights

really la.... by 10pm, my eyes are closing, i loose concentration and all i yearn for is to have a bath and go to sleep... sad innit?! sigh..... and when i do that, 9.30am and i'm up! sheesh!! where did the late night shimmers gone??!!!! ooohhh noooooo!!!!

and i've been missing my Gilmore Girls and One Tree Hill!! so sad la wei....

yesterday waiting for my godma to finish her lunch at The Curve, there were seats in the middle area of the mall, i sat there, ppl watching.... and decided i start contact with Luke, my cousin... so i called him and it seems he was busy in church (yea! i know!!) and is working with Martin Jalleh... a youth coordinator where ALL the youth that came to know him - LOVE him... though i haven't seen him or been to his talks before, i've heard that when u listen to him, u'll be in awe.... wonder why i haven't been to his talks before... ANYWAY..... luke's busy during the weekends, so we plan to meet during the weekday after my work.... it's been like.. so fking long since i saw him! he was supposed to come to my hse for xmas (on his way back to ipoh) but never did, didn't know the way to my hse it seems.... oh well, just home i'll be able to meet him this week....

so yesterday, before going shopping, i had a swim....a 30 min swim.... and i came back, happily i saw that i kena bakar abit.. good la! hahha... while swimming, i saw this guy, he looks like the lead singer in Disagree.... though no funky mohawk do... but really looks like him, with a wife and young kid... i did hear that he did get married, so i'm really not sure if it's him... if it's him... well i swam with Disagree!! hahahah... (i sound so "sad".. hahahah)

i think i'll start that routine.... i'll do my pilates after work at home..... and on the weekends, go swimming.... hmm... now that it's getting really hot the weather here, isn't that a good plan?

i don't know if i'm loosing weight, no weighing scale in the house and "some" of my clothes feel looser but then again it might just be my head "bluffing" me, just because i walk miles and miles a day....

gosh, really miss my girls back home, have no idea what they're up to? if they found new "ones" or heard juicy gossips or getting married or still pining for that same old "one" or still complaining that some ppl doesn't give a shit to them... sigh.. i miss u girls...

as for me, the guys here are nice, different types of characters and it's very interesting.... but i have a feeling that i'm becoming like what i was when i was in school.... i'm becoming their "buddy".... their guy friend... which is cool anyway.... but it's still early, it's only been a month... WHAT???? it's ALREADY been a month! gosh!!! look how time flies....

i'll be coming back to penang in feb..... ppl... I'M COMING BACK IN FEBRUARY!!

internet deprived

so i'm spending my weekend in TTDI at godma's place.... brought my camera digital card to upload pics here but, this pc is win 98 and it couldn't recognize my card reader.... so... still no pics.. sorry ya....

where did i leave off... well, godma had a lunch treat by her friends so i was alone shopping at the curve! yeah!!.... i ONLY did some window shopping, though there was nothing much at the curve, but then again, i may not know where to go.... so for lunch, i treated myself at Italianis.... didn't know what to eat, had to call rosie for recommendation, in the end i got a ceaser salad and alfredo pasta thingy (the one with cheese and cream - white white colour wan - cher's fav) and a mango juice.... ok la.... i agree, it IS nice, but if u're eating alone.... not very nice.. heheheh....

so finally managed to go to Tesco to stack up on my grocery stock... couldn't get much cause i'll be taking the train back to gombak... didn't want to carry much.... ONLY if i had a car... hehhehe....

weather here in KL.... hot.. but then it suddenly rains... weird....

it's the visit malaysia year 2007.... 50 year independance and they're making such a big deal on the "eye" of malaysia... the ferris wheel.... largest in south east asia - it seems.... 15 bucks for a 30 min ride.... i still don't know if that's worth it... haven't seen how big it is yet.... and it seems it's only gonna be around for the whole of this year, come 2008, they're gonna take it down....

had a first meeting with the new colleagues, and they'r a nice bunch, and i'm already considered a "senior" ... well sort of la... i'm only 2 weeks older than they are..... and i get 2... i tell u, TWO flat panels babeh!!!! yeah!!! and i found out that i can put TWO wall papers on it!! cool eh? nyeh nyeh nyeh.... pc also new (from hell), even headsets are brand new, out from the box!! hahahah.... sweet!!

am planning to come back to penang next month, most likely the weekend before cny... still got things to bring to kl from penang... and sigh, i miss my girls!!! it's so different with the friends i have here...

hmm.. will write soon later tonight, gonna get ready for church......

gosh i miss blogging...

i'm so internet deprived

though i got my own pc, i have time what so ever to go online to do my stuff... sigh..

here i am, early as ever, 7.40am..... no one's around, so just have to update abit, before anyone comes in....

last night was a shock for me, after some time i haven't been driving, i drove andre's car. not to say last night was the first time driving?! last night was my second time, and the first time i drove was perfect! i don't know why last night the car just stopped on me so many times!! damn! just hope my driving skills has not deteriorated... i mean, i LOVE driving and i've been driving terribaly OLD cars before, this should be no prob man! why couldn't i do it last night? .. sigh.. i dunno.... i really need more practise... but no car to do so!!!! * cry* .....

with what happened last night, it really got to me and was really thinking of getting a car real soon.... but financially, i may be able to handle but, what if after my 3 month probation, i'm not able to "be" at that standard, i may be "layed" off... so how? should i get my car after the 3 months probation? or.......

this morning i was taking the bus and train and walk as normal, and when i was doing that, i just thought to myself, is this me ah... being on the rat race... rushing to work (though i was early) with all these people, shoulder to shoulder, have no life after work... come to think of it, i had MORE life when i was in hell, then now...

i don't know, i'm confused, though work is fine, i'm taking calls on my own... able to solve each call, just that it's quite stressed AND my calls are abit too long than normal... supposed to be in 13 mins, but i'm doing it in more than 20 mins! damn!!!

boss is here, need to go...

sigh... KL... sigh

what have i gotten myself into?!

the year that was

should i make a list like rosie did? maybe not, brain's too tired to think... but all as i can say that it's been a VERY VERY wild ride....

been over the sea, getting used to my job in hell, heard bad news bout ppl, had good news bout ppl, been closer to my friends, learnt to appreciate my friends and REALISED that i have wonderful babes, had a wonderful birthday, didn't get drunk though but had equally lovely time, travelled more on my own without depending on ppl, doing the things i've wanted to do and the MAJOR events happened just a month or two ago.... 1) i lost... and 2) i GAINED a life changing decision..... was stressed bout the whole thing but as where i am now, it's all good... it's been a balance, u can't have EVERYTHING, u need a balance, u lose some u gain some (though i hope what i lost, i could get it back again...)

so, lesson learnt, though sometimes, u get stung from life, u heal and u move forward.... :)

Happy NEW YEAR ppl!

sigh... i'm SOOOOO internet deprived... haven't been online for fucks! now, here waiting for my ride back home, the guy still got work to do... so, chun la can check my mails... nyeh nyeh nyeh...

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

hope this year brings u lots of joy, adventures and HAPPINESS...

gosh, i need that right now....

work has been so so la, tension as manager keeps throwing spot techie questions at me, sometimes i get all surprised i blur out.. then today, started to take calls, 3 calls, but hell, nearly shat in my pants, but thanks to my 1year+ in hell, i managed to get through the customer service part, just need to be more confident in my techie side.... sheesh, i'm gonna be a geek! *cry*

life in KL? well, i'm staying with my cousin andre in SRI GOMBAK (not gombak, not batu caves, but SRI gombak - for those who want to find me, i'm there...) and have to WALK to the bus stand, take the bus, take the train, WALK to the office..... then after work, WALK to the train station and luckily have carol (andre's wife) to pick us up, if not, have to take the bus and WALK home... (noticed i stressed on WALK? hehehe) well it's fun, for now, getting my exercise... but still.. it's no fun doing all these walking in working clothes... me lovely rosie got me a pilates book... haven't used it yet (sorry rosie) but i will, i also DID buy a pilates mat, so, in time i WILL use it!

it's kinda weird, no, i can't say weird but DIFFERENT (and a nice feeling) staying here. family here is so family oriented, they play board games together, watch famly movies together, have dinner together at the table, and everyones so nice in the family (AND extended family)... so different from home, not that my house is "cold", it's just different.... they have given me a different view on what a family CAN be like... and it gives me a fuzzy, cosy feeling....

ppl in kl are so different, everyone's rushing somewhere, sometimes i get down the bus and before i can take 3 steps away from the bus, there are ppl cutting me from behind.. like wtf! why such in a rush? not to say the train is leaving, it's NOT EVEN THERE yet!!.... i'm telling myself, as long as i time myself properly, i can just take my time walking or going wherever i'm going.... right now, i feel like i'm a lost fella in the race, but i'm NOT lost, i just don't want to be them.... u have to be here with me to know what i'm saying, in a train ride, lets say 25 mins ride, there'll be SOOOO many ppl in the train, that sometimes your face will be at another person's face or worst thing, armpit for that whole 20+ mins.... sad man!! so far, i've only went through that once or twice... wonder how long will i be able to tahan all this...

and then comes my new years resolution - to get a CAR! worst comes to worst, end of this year, if not, trying to get mid this year.... so watch out ya... any inputs on the what nots of getting a car?

it's quite weird again, though i KNOW that a HSBM friend IS a cousin of carol, just that i didn't give it any thought about it. but now, after xmas when i'm back in KL, i saw him at carols family place and i got estatic! i was so happy to meet a familiar face! too bad he didn't have time to chat, but i managed to put it in his head that we're actually "family" which is soooooo soooo weird i tell u... i mean, back in BM, we used to go clubbing, have "drinks" by the beach, hang out.... but never had it in mind that we're some how connected, now, it's more obvious and i found out his nickname his family calls him! hahahhaha.... u could have seen him blush when he found out that i knew his nickname! hahahha....

so far as i can tell bout myself, that i'm doing quite ok here staying in KL, though maybe i'm not THAT really on my own, it may not be that stressfull yet, i guess when i DO move out and live on my own with strangers, i may feel the stress... now that i'm STILL with family, it makes my "transition" go smoothly.... i don't think i may be able to move out YET, i'm still getting used to my new bed, new bathroom, new kitchen, new hse.... so in the mean time, i'm well taken care off, thanks so much to andre and family...

that's all for now, am about to go.... 2 hrs dee waiting for my team leader.... sigh.... geeks.. sheesh... hahahah..... who knows, i may be one of them... bluueegghhh..... :P

Christmas at Bukit Tengah!

so what's it like having christmas in bukit tengah... well, for one, we'll go for late night mass and NOT midnight mass cause midnight mass is too long with too many ppl... so, 9pm mass was it and it was in chinese... i know i know... at least we went!

so, first time wearing this tube dress, looked like i was pregnant ... which I AM NOT... it was ok, very cooling (if u know what i mean) and well i may wear it again, i may not.. not sure on which occasion i can wear that again... oh well... mum can have it now...

weird angle of the camera

then in the morning, someone will fetch grandad from the home... he thinks he's staying in a hotel.. hahaha.. we tell him the truth, but the next 5 mins, he'll forget again.... sometimes dad is cheeky, he plays along with grandad... hahahha....

have a nap if u want, get prepared with food... me - trying to finish homework.... and when 6pm comes, time to get ready.... got this skirt at FOS with me girls and i love it!! it's "flowy" and "cute"... don't u think so!!... thanks girls for dragging me in FOS and letting me "find" this skirt... hahahah....

don't you love this skirt?

me grandad

then the crowd comes, they all came at around the same time so it was good... hard to layan many ppl at one time but it's alright... i guess i did share myself with everyone.... my faithfull jessica and brian came... said my mum's food was better than EQ buffet.. hahahaha that made my mum's day for sure! then my girls came... and one of my classmates came too! chea ying! am so glad that she came... with her kids too... so cute...

unfortunately, i was waiting for my previous work friends to come but NO ONE turned up... so dissapointed la.... sigh.... they all said they'll come but all never come.... :(

mum's friends came too, so that was another group.... and by 10pm something, ppl start to leave one by one.... am glad that the girls stayed a lil longer to chat... ching chiew too.... so sad, won't be able to see them anytime soon... dunno when i'll be back.....

so now, i'm backing up my pics on a cd.... make this as my last blog post till i find a way to get online in KL and pack before i sleep... my bus is at 10.30 tomorrow... i know... so early!!!! sigh.... i'll try to sleep on the bus.. and have naps at home in KL....

everyone... have a good holiday... happy new year!! what's your new years resolution uh?

chea ying, jessica and brian (hiding)

lovely glowing jessica

with me fren - ching chiew

sigh... i dunno what to say dee....

half way there...

i manage to answer 3 questions out of 5.... though there are smaller questions in question 4... sad right, doing homework on christmas day... sigh, what to do... all for the sake or making my decision to leave home right.. if i'm not going to try, why the hell did i leave everything that's comfortable and go elsewhere?

right now, i'm still trying for Q 4 - wireless LAN... hope i can get this done before ppl start coming to the hse... if not, another long night....

oh well.. Merry Christmas to me!

:)

it's HERE!!! CHRISTMAS!!!

i don't know why i'm all so excited about, not that it's happening for me... but it's CHRISTMAS!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS ya'll !!!

i'm trying to be positive as possible cause this year is different cause he's not here.... anyway, weird right, here i am, at midnite, doing my HOMEWORK and blogging at christmas.... and mum's watching the christmas Quickie at 8tv.... nice eh.... sigh...

thought of going out tonight but, 1-lazy, 2-reluctant to call ppl to go... cause i'm assuming, they have happening midnite parties to attend... but oh well, at least i managed to get half of my question answered, tomorrow i shall try to finish the rest before the PAR-TAY begins!!!

so to you...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

This year of writing has been quite different, so many things has happened with many ups and downs. Whatever it is, blogging will always be one of my space to let out my feelings. All i ask for, is just for an ear.

May this year bring you lots of LOVE, JOY, FRIENDSHIP, SMILE to your faces, great SUCCESS, wonderful OPPORTUNITIES and HAPPINESS wherever you are.

Thank You for being there for me, encouraging me in my decisions and loving me - i really appreciate it.

Love you!

christmas clubbing!

in front of SOHO AutoCity

clubbing last night was weird.... i was with great company but the place sucked... though it's just 5 mins away from home, it sucked... cause they had a sucky DJ, sucky songs and sucky "ppl" and sucky atmosphere.... sad to say, it was bad compared to the clubbing scene in penang... i guess ppl are used to going over to penang to club and it will be weird clubbing here on the mainland...

it seemed there will be a countdown here at AutoCity for NewYears eve... hope from then onwards the clubbing scene here at AutoCity will be better.... sad man.. i'm so dissapointed! sigh... oh well... there's always KL clubbing and Penang clubbing... for now, AutoCity clubbing - notchet

my girls

drinks were not that bad... though some waitress forgot our orders and HAD to get our own... sucky right? anyway, we managed to enjoy ourselves when the CORRECT song were played and just enjoyed each others company.... it was good to meet up with sharon and beechoo again, it felt like home.... love u girls lots!

Sharon, BeeChoo, Janice and moi

sharon brought her sister along and her cousin and friend... and beechoo brought her sister janice along too... so we DID have a good crowd....

with Bekky

with Fabian-on the left and Frank (i think that's his name)

we left the club bout late 1-ish cause we couldn't stand the songs that were played.... beechoo and sis went back... but the rest of us went to mamak (like how most clubbers do, eat after clubbing to sober up... not THAT i was high... *rolls the eyes*) bottom line, it was a good night because of the wonderful company, but the atmosphere COULD have been better... will need to think twice going there again - SOHO AutoCity...

dad at midvalley

hahah this was hillarious, i brought dad to midvalley megamall, it was his first time there and he was fascinated with their christmas decoration! hahahah.... i didn't get anything from there, was hoping Dorothy Perkins had some nice baju in my size (cause i got lovely tops before from there) but it seems they stop ordering size 20 from the UK... SO SAD MAN!!!

anyway, i brought dad practically everywhere, but in the end, i let him wait for me at MPH while i walked around....

decorations were amazing, i mean it's all candy-y and fantasy like.... like from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, they had candy trees, ginger bread house, candy house... and loads of HUGE christmas trees...

not only us, but there were so many ppl taking pics! lovely.... while i was walking around the mall, sometimes there were performances by ppl dressed up as elves, or mrs santa or church choir singers.... i didn't stop to see them cause i had to rush and also there were so many ppl crowding around....

christmas tree forest

first and last

it was sad, it was my last so called dinner outing with my wonderfully close dugong friend, rosie... we had a very early dinner... at 3+ pm... hahahaha and we went to TGI Friday, our first time going there.... it was quite an emotional roller coaster, it was sad yet, it felt it was the right thing to do, leaving penang....

TGI Friday is at the new mall in penang, QueensBay at Bayan Baru... we were excited going there cause it's been ages since we tried this type of food in KL... HOPING that they'll come to penang and YES!! they did... sigh, when i'm about to leave penang... sigh....

so we went there after work, yes i changed my shift to 5am, for the heck of it... excuse to start on packing... hahhah.... and it was empty.... of course la, who on earth goes for dinner at 3pm? hahahhaha.... we ordered and both had thani.... mind u, it was 3pm and we're already starting to drink! hahahah.... so u can just imagine, at 5 something, we were more happy than usual walking around the mall shopping! hahahah...

food was good but we secretly prefer Chillies, but because Chillies is not in penang YET, TGIF is good... hahahaha.... when we got in, the waiters were shouting greeting us, "WELCOME TO FRIDAY's" hahaha that gave us a shock, they did this to the next few customers that came in, but after a while we didn't hear any, or we were too "happy" to realised if they stopped their greeting or not! hahahah...

our wonderful waiter named Robin... i think

she and i had talks, we were going back to history and cheered to our friendship, love and future... am really missing her loads.... so to rosie my dear, u'll always be in my heart and u're a dear friend to me... i really appreciate it, though sometimes we may not agree on our decisions, but i'll always be there for u and support u anyway i can... love you babes!!! *sob sob*

this wonderful family

not too sure if i said it here on with who i'll be staying with... so i'll be staying with my cousin.. 2nd cousin actually (i think)... he's my dad's 1st cousin... go figure la hehehe... (his dad and my dad's father are brothers)... anway, they're a wonderful family, very friendly, lovely and famlily oriented...

we stay at Gombak, Sri Gombak to be exact and the train i take to work is at the Terminal Putra, one end of the Putra line... this terminal is also the place to take the bus to Genting Highlands! yea.... maybe later on i may just take a day trip to genting on one of the weekends.... hmm.....

here's Carol, my cousin's wife and Emma...
lovely "gila" kids! Emma and Ian.. always making me laugh!

and me cousin Andre and Ian...

i would like to thank all of you for your hospitality and letting me in your home. you have made my stay in KL very comfortable and i really appreciate that. love you!

nostalgic

it was my last trip on the ferry before i left for KL... though i know i'll always come back.. but i felt sad abit... luckily i had my camera with me... so managed to take some pics.... photography skills kinda sucks but, oh well.......

the ferry has been a big part of my life... my dad worked in PPC (Penang Port Commission) most of his life and we had been traveling on the ferry since i was born until the Penang Bridge came up... even though the bridge was up, we would sometimes just take the ferry for the fun of it....

on the ferry, we would usually get out from the car and my dad would carry me and put me on the thingy that holds the rope to secure the ferry with the jetty, i have no idea what that is called... and i love the wind in my face when the ferry starts moving.... when i was bigger, i would count the jelly fishes i could see in the sea..... it was fun.... always enjoyed ferry rides...

when i got older, i used to take the passenger ride (which would be the second floor of the ferry) to and fro penang cause i didn't want to drive over to penang (toll/petrol reasons) and i had my cousin or friends picking me up on the penang side and mum to pick me up on the butterworth side....

the ferry also gave me memories with him, i would fetch him from the jetty after work, or we would take the ferry together cause i couldn't get the car... and even, just wanting to make our nights together longer before he took the bus to alor setar, we would purposely take the ferry for that extra 20 mins together... gosh... i miss him...

so, to the ferry, it was a bit painful to know that i won't be taking your rides as often as before but i hope u'll be around when i do come back to penang....

the marina

this one i like....

jelly fish? nah, can't see any at night..

do you know what is this?

will blog more later, going clubbing now!!!

buddies at work... half of them..

so here's some pics i took on my last day at work..... there were more ppl i wanted to take pics with but, somehow couldn't take pics with them.... but never the less, i miss u all dearly!!

with Eleanor

with Nick

with Lily

with Amelia

with Grace aka apprentice


testing for the camera angle

got it!

Erica aka Sharon with Lily
with Top (yes that is his name)

touch down in KL!!

sorry for not updating guys... have no pc at home and no pc at work too... only now i got a pc but still i'm not "live" on the floor taking calls yet...

anyway, just a short update since i moved....

moved on thurs with dad.... unpacked my "rubbish" and manage to settle down... did a test run to my office on friday.... work at 8 but get up at 6... sad man!!! in pg, work at 7 get up at 5.45.... makes no difference!!! but at least, i'm used to getting up at 6....

then during the weekend, dad and i stayed at my godma's place in TTDI..... i stay at Gombak.. see the distance?!!! sigh.... but it's exciting, with all the traveling...

so monday... nervous like hell... but it was good... met new friends and everyone is SOOOO friendly over here!!! nice.... started with the drilling of techie stuff in my head.. tiring lo..... got homework somemore AND test!! not exam type of tests but spot on questions where the manager shiok, he'll just ask a question.. if not ready or blur.... die..... sigh... but at least he understands and sometimes.. ONLY sometimes he'll let us off the hook... but it's all right, all for doing the job better....

yesterday, had soft skill training, interesting, get to learn what words to use, what NOT to use... and how to call controll on the phone with customers....

now, it's all on the products...

and i'll be off back in penang for 4 days!!!!

when i'll be on the floor taking calls? must pass a test first... am not too sure when... *scared*

will update more with pics when i'm home tomorrow!!!

last day at work!

OMG! this is my last day at work! i can't believe the time has come!! i never knew it'd come!! i thought i'd stay here like forever!!! OMG!!!!

sigh.....

everyone's wishing me all the best... and i feel sad.... i feel sad to leave all these nice ppl, nice friends..... gosh....

well, i'm not sure how often i'll be blogging cause i won't be bringing my pc to KL and not sure where i'll be able to go online... with the chance i have, i'll sure to blog... dun worry....

am half way packing, it's already 3 bags full and there's still more to pack!!!... i haven't left home before and i wouldn't know how to pack!! the way i'm packing is like i'm packing for a holiday, but i have to constantly remind myself that i'm not coming back.... not that often i mean, and i'll be starting something new in KL... so i have to bring MOST of my rubbish there.... it's so weird, while going through my things, i found things i thought i lost and i have found stuffs that has loads of memories towards it.... sigh.... they're all in boxes now in one cupboard somewhere in my room....

sigh.. my team is sooo sweet!! they gave me a good bye card! that is wat u called a surprise! something u never expect....

hmm.. better stop now, before i get too emotional!....

bye...