sigh... bye bye late nights

really la.... by 10pm, my eyes are closing, i loose concentration and all i yearn for is to have a bath and go to sleep... sad innit?! sigh..... and when i do that, 9.30am and i'm up! sheesh!! where did the late night shimmers gone??!!!! ooohhh noooooo!!!!

and i've been missing my Gilmore Girls and One Tree Hill!! so sad la wei....

yesterday waiting for my godma to finish her lunch at The Curve, there were seats in the middle area of the mall, i sat there, ppl watching.... and decided i start contact with Luke, my cousin... so i called him and it seems he was busy in church (yea! i know!!) and is working with Martin Jalleh... a youth coordinator where ALL the youth that came to know him - LOVE him... though i haven't seen him or been to his talks before, i've heard that when u listen to him, u'll be in awe.... wonder why i haven't been to his talks before... ANYWAY..... luke's busy during the weekends, so we plan to meet during the weekday after my work.... it's been like.. so fking long since i saw him! he was supposed to come to my hse for xmas (on his way back to ipoh) but never did, didn't know the way to my hse it seems.... oh well, just home i'll be able to meet him this week....

so yesterday, before going shopping, i had a swim....a 30 min swim.... and i came back, happily i saw that i kena bakar abit.. good la! hahha... while swimming, i saw this guy, he looks like the lead singer in Disagree.... though no funky mohawk do... but really looks like him, with a wife and young kid... i did hear that he did get married, so i'm really not sure if it's him... if it's him... well i swam with Disagree!! hahahah... (i sound so "sad".. hahahah)

i think i'll start that routine.... i'll do my pilates after work at home..... and on the weekends, go swimming.... hmm... now that it's getting really hot the weather here, isn't that a good plan?

i don't know if i'm loosing weight, no weighing scale in the house and "some" of my clothes feel looser but then again it might just be my head "bluffing" me, just because i walk miles and miles a day....

gosh, really miss my girls back home, have no idea what they're up to? if they found new "ones" or heard juicy gossips or getting married or still pining for that same old "one" or still complaining that some ppl doesn't give a shit to them... sigh.. i miss u girls...

as for me, the guys here are nice, different types of characters and it's very interesting.... but i have a feeling that i'm becoming like what i was when i was in school.... i'm becoming their "buddy".... their guy friend... which is cool anyway.... but it's still early, it's only been a month... WHAT???? it's ALREADY been a month! gosh!!! look how time flies....

i'll be coming back to penang in feb..... ppl... I'M COMING BACK IN FEBRUARY!!