Thursday, October 13, 2005

what is WEIRD?

had a conversation with one of my oldest friend.... a proper conversation, of gossips, dreams, future plans, friendships... etc and i felt that the relationship or friendship that i have with this person is weird.....
it's weird because we both had a past, a weird past.. where i don't think anyone had ever had a past like that and if they do, they wouldn't be talking to each other EVER again, but there i was, hanging out at a mamak with this person..... it's weird.... the situation... not that it bothers me, but i look at it from afar, and i think it's weird... that person doesn't think so, never thought about it, but even when i mention that it was weird, that person still didn't think so.....
whenever it comes to the subject of this person, a question mark appears on my head.... believe or not to believe.... but with the "experiences" i have, i choose the way of..... "whatever" .... if it's true... fine... if not... fine... cause i don't want to waste my energy on guessing if i'm being lied to or not.... got no time for that....
but whatever it is, it was good to catch up... don't know if we'll meet again, cause it's always the case that whenever we meet, we'll only meet bout 7 months later... we may meet soon again... or... maybe not.....
so the questions is, is weird unique and different? when someones dressing is weird, can it also be called unique and different? when someones name is weird, can it also be called unique and different?(or stuff like that....) is weird a bad thing? or is it a good thing? is it acceptable? would other ppl understand? accept it? or only the person that is experiencing it understands it?
as for me, the relationship/friendship i have with this person is weird.... explain? i can't, i don't even know what i mean! hahah... i can't seem to find words to explain.. all i have... is.... WEIRD.....

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