cravings

not craving for food... (that also could be it.... hungry d...)

well am craving for a good conversation... not a conversation where u have it with colleagues and have to stop when a call comes in... or a conversation during meals where u have food in your mouth.... and DEFINATELY NOT conversations with customers where u can't say anything other than the script that we got to follow.... i'm craving for a good conversation where time isn't a factor and in a nice peacefull place..... WITH conversational ppl.... (maybe i'm asking for too much.... hmm...)

since i started to work... 10 hrs a day, it's hard to meet up with friends AND have the energy to stay up and stay alert. the driving back home isn't a problem but the traffic is.... i noticed that ppl just drive slow for fun... they don't care which lane they are in and it seems fun to them to see a long line behind them.... ass holes!!!! how can u drive 65 km/hr on the fast lane on the highway where the limit is 90 km/hr???? fine, drive safe.. but not SLOW!!!! damn it...

but that isn't the topic of todays post.... it's about the crave of having good company for good conversation.... i don't know if anyone else crave that... i know it's a weird craving..... i guess this happens to ppl who works..... they got to choose between spending their free time for themselves or with friends and maybe in some case with their boyfriends/girlfriends... but i only have the first two.... myself or friends.... but what if u choose friends... would your friends choose friends too? it wouldn't work isn't it if they don't choose friends ( and not choose u....)

just for the record... i'm not sad or mad or anything.. it's just a thought.. a thought that came so clear that i haven't been spending much time with friends... especially with those i promised i'd spend some time.... but there's another side to it... do they also want to spend time with me? that is the question....