hmmm...

ok la.. the 6am shift isn't that bad... though i had to take a short nap when i get back.... too sleepy man.. eyes cannot open....

today was the most hectic day (so far), i took 160 calls and it's only a tuesday and there's still 3 more days of this... it's promotion week so it's expected to get calls non-stop.... sigh....

other than that....

it's weird that some how some way u forget a person... forget the past with that person and out of no where... u suddenly meet that person and everything comes back.. cause the past was filled mostly with tears, it's hard to not feel the pain again but then, u also feel like just leaving the past behind and start anew... (if that's even possible)... but i'm just staying where i am, trying not to be too emotional and if that person dissapears again, whatever, if that person insist of being friends again, whatever..... i got a new life now - a new job with new friends, i do not need this....

so it's 6am shift now.... it feels weird getting out of the hse at 5.30 am when that's usually the time i get back from "a night" out... hahahah..... and driving on the bridge at 5.45 am on the opposite direction of which i usually drive on the bridge at that time... it's weird... hahahah.... it is....