damn sien wei!

damn sien after the taking-pics-is-stupid rant.....

*so sorry la jess, your good news in between my negative posts.....

sigh.... been really moody at work... am so pissed... am so frustrated... i feel like hitting someone.. i feel like scolding and screaming at someone... i feel like distroying something.....

i always believed i am someone who is cool and calm, nothing bothers me but i admit i am sensitive at times.... i know i shouldn't be all worked up over something like this... and i shouldn't let this get me and ruin my day.....

i don't even know if the person know i'm all mad at the remark..... and i'm not sure if i should apologize to that person..... because i hate feeling this way and because of this, i screwed up abit at work.. which I SHOULDN'T.... i promised no more screw up...!!!!

uuggghhh..... i'm such a total looser......

my colleague said that if my contract is not extended, i could always find another job cause i have many offers.... YEAH RIGHT!!!!! i only had ONE and i turned that down, i went for another interview and it's been a week since the interview and haven't heard from them (don't think i'll hear from them anyway....) maybe i'm doomed to be jobless......

SIEN lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to get drunk..... (i know ben..... i know u waiting...... but cannot man... cho kang la......) sigh.. i can't anyway... it was just a thought......

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