long distance vs normal

What would u prefer? a long distance relationship or a normal relationship (where your other half is bout 30 mins away from u)?

Would you think that the problems you're facing in a long distance relationship will dissapear if it changes to a normal relationship?

well.. that was a question that was given to me... i didn't know the answer... at first i thought it would dissapear but after the explanation of the question.... it got me thinking again.... but it all came down to trying to be yourself and at the same time making sacrifices... u got to make sacrifices whether u like it or not, whether u approve it or not and whether u UNDERSTAND it or not....

we are all growing (esp ppl like me)... new in the working life, new in relationships, new in life... everything is new, and it takes time to learn, make mistakes and grow.... though some ppl grow faster than others... (unfortunately i'm not one of them)... so i guess i got to be patient... just hope i have enough strength to be patient long enough and not give up so fast... i know everything can't be all by the book, straight and step by step.... u got to take chances and risks.... that's one thing i'm actually scared off... and that's the reason i'm falling behind.. unfortunately..

sometimes i think, i don't exactly know what i want... i keep telling myself that whatever comes take it.... like whatever job that comes my way take it! but then again if its in another state or some ulu place... will i take it? everyone in aussie land keeps telling me to get a working visa and just go there for a year and work..... damn! even going to KL is one big step for me... what more going overseas....

it's the same as relationships... i keep telling myself that it'll be better if it weren't a long distance relationship... but i wouldn't know... i never had a "normal" relationship.... hmmm even the smallest things in life... places to go, activities to do.. i always have to think if it's safe or "convenient" and things like that... i know i wasn't like that before during my schooling years... i used to go to every activity, spot, event... without a second thought!.. so active!... now?...... sigh.... i'm confused...

what happened to me?

adulthood?