numb

that's what i'm feeling right now... numb....

nothing i do, say, suggest, tell, plan works

so...

i don't know what to do anymore

i don't know what to think anymore

i've ran out of solutions

i've ran out of ideas...

(maybe i should leave it to the other one?)

i'm just stagnant, i'm just standing there in the middle of the road, no direction, no transport, no destination

looks like i'm gonna follow my so-called-motto - "A day at a time"

so i'll get up in the morning, go to work, do my work, eat my meals, go home, go online, watch tv and sleep.. and again the routine starts the next day...

if that's the case, weekends are gonna be more "challenging"...

maybe i'll sleep till 12pm, have lunch, go online, watch tv, go for evening mass, dinner with parents, online again and then sleep

i'm pathetic