random thoughts
we had a crazy idea last night, some how the both of us had the same thought of having some thani after dinner... so on our way back, we got some ice-cream soda to make our own lil cocktails with absolute vanilla... though i do like the taste of vanilla, but it's abit hard to make concoctions with vanilla... oh well, in the end the 3 grown ups in the hse had thani! hahaha... i thought with one drink it would make me sleep better but unfortunately, it kept me awake!! why? i dunno ler... some how i was tossing and turning in bed for at least a good one hour... thinking about what also i dunno... i mean i do know what but why, i don't know..
was thinking of going back home this weekend so that i can make my booking and just spend some time at home and some good friends but something came up, i got an invite to go to talk/course thingy, which i hope will help me in getting back in the game... it's RM88 ... sigh... still thinking about it, well, it will be given by a professional though.... and also heard rosie and couzzy will be coming down to kl for ed's car... so.... to stay or go back? if i don't go back this weekend, i will only go back the weekend after next...
had a lil meeting today at work, looks like there's alot to be done... there's the COPC and some methology analising thingy at work.... it's good that the dept is moving somewhere... somewhere good and not so stagnant... hahahah no wonder my boss told me not to be "stagnant"... heheeh.... am actually proud of my dept and happy that i'm one of them.... though at times i feel routine with the everyday calls but it's all good... for what i'm getting and how i am here in kl, so far so good and i couldn't be more greatful than i am now...
ppl say that it's good to have friends in quantity but it's better to have friends in quality... i know i do have quality friends but what if it all changes in time? do u try your ever best to keep that so called flame burning or do u just leave it as it is and just make do with the other casual friends that u have?
i've been missing her quite alot... i'm trying to keep in touch but i guess she's busy - i think... i wouldn't know... we haven't been talking and i don't know her updates.. i don't know if she needed an ear, if she needed someone to talk to, if she needed to complain to, if she needed someone to just listen to her or just someone to have a drink with.... i want to be there for her.... but..... i dunno.... i don't really want us to drift apart because i really love her and i don't know how i'll do knowing she's not in my life anymore...
andre had gotten free tickets to a local movie that's premiering... "I don't want to sleep alone"... don't think it's a sleazy movie... i don't think so... but i have a feeling that this movie is about more that what the title means... u know... it's "deep" hehehhe..... i think i can relate to the title... yes, i don't want to sleep alone... i want to sleep knowing that someone is there, that someone is thinking of me, that someone cares for me and that someone will do anything for me because they love me.... but currently.... "i'm sleeping alone"....
don't fret my dear readers.... i'm generally basically happy now, shimmers is no more the sulky, i'm-all-alone blogger but she's happy girl looking ahead and not behind!... i have a great job, great friends, great family i'm staying with and great friends that keep in touch though i left penang... i'm good to go and i'm looking forward for the future... for what HE has planned for me, and whatever HE throws at me - i WILL take it and make the best of it (though i could do more of guys here *looking up* heheheh....)
was thinking of going back home this weekend so that i can make my booking and just spend some time at home and some good friends but something came up, i got an invite to go to talk/course thingy, which i hope will help me in getting back in the game... it's RM88 ... sigh... still thinking about it, well, it will be given by a professional though.... and also heard rosie and couzzy will be coming down to kl for ed's car... so.... to stay or go back? if i don't go back this weekend, i will only go back the weekend after next...
had a lil meeting today at work, looks like there's alot to be done... there's the COPC and some methology analising thingy at work.... it's good that the dept is moving somewhere... somewhere good and not so stagnant... hahahah no wonder my boss told me not to be "stagnant"... heheeh.... am actually proud of my dept and happy that i'm one of them.... though at times i feel routine with the everyday calls but it's all good... for what i'm getting and how i am here in kl, so far so good and i couldn't be more greatful than i am now...
ppl say that it's good to have friends in quantity but it's better to have friends in quality... i know i do have quality friends but what if it all changes in time? do u try your ever best to keep that so called flame burning or do u just leave it as it is and just make do with the other casual friends that u have?
i've been missing her quite alot... i'm trying to keep in touch but i guess she's busy - i think... i wouldn't know... we haven't been talking and i don't know her updates.. i don't know if she needed an ear, if she needed someone to talk to, if she needed to complain to, if she needed someone to just listen to her or just someone to have a drink with.... i want to be there for her.... but..... i dunno.... i don't really want us to drift apart because i really love her and i don't know how i'll do knowing she's not in my life anymore...
andre had gotten free tickets to a local movie that's premiering... "I don't want to sleep alone"... don't think it's a sleazy movie... i don't think so... but i have a feeling that this movie is about more that what the title means... u know... it's "deep" hehehhe..... i think i can relate to the title... yes, i don't want to sleep alone... i want to sleep knowing that someone is there, that someone is thinking of me, that someone cares for me and that someone will do anything for me because they love me.... but currently.... "i'm sleeping alone"....
don't fret my dear readers.... i'm generally basically happy now, shimmers is no more the sulky, i'm-all-alone blogger but she's happy girl looking ahead and not behind!... i have a great job, great friends, great family i'm staying with and great friends that keep in touch though i left penang... i'm good to go and i'm looking forward for the future... for what HE has planned for me, and whatever HE throws at me - i WILL take it and make the best of it (though i could do more of guys here *looking up* heheheh....)
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