Thursday, May 24, 2007

random-ing

had to do a quick dash back home because of some shitty thingy happened 2 years ago... i thought everything would be settled but i guess not, knowing how the system works in this country... thank God that nothing bad has happened and that i was not "needed" to settle this issue... i hope this won't come up again after 2 years... sigh....

was surprised at myself that i went home and came back to kl in 24 hrs... i'm damn tired now, just hope i won't get sick... this trip down was a bit different as i saw him for the first time since it happened, i was quite nervous at first but because we had a very long history i became very comfortable after a few minutes having him in the car and having his presence there... i was glad to have seen him again....

bearly had time to chat with mum and dad... but what to do... the trip was an "emergency"... but managed to get some formal things done... as in the first step in getting my most important baby... a baby that i've been waiting for for soooo freaking long! and in one months time, the baby will be mine!!! can't wait!!!

work has been in a roller coaster, performance not doing too good, just hope to buck up soon.. don't want my boss to regret confirming me to the team... maybe i need a break uh? hahhahah.... nah.. don't think so... maybe just some time to myself without the strain of time... though i do miss the sea and sun and a swim... :)

cannot rely on the pool here where i'm staying because the pool is "out of order" since... a few months ago... hahaha.. i only swam in it once... but it's different swimming in an apartment pool compared to swimming in a hotel pool or in the sea by the beach...

i dunno but it's like i miss the country, the beach the sea and yet i love city life... i guess when the saying "humans can never be satisfied" is true... when u got something, u wish u had something else, and when u get that, u wish for the previous...

was wondering to my readers out there... anyone knows of a good FREE (download online) antivirus software? the one i don't need to pay after 30 days or something like that.... not Norton, not Macafee, not PC cillin...... cause my new lappy still doesn't have a good anti-virus except for the Windows Defender that came with Vista...

oh.... and i can't seem to download different types of files from the internet - error message "....some security settings are preventing you from downloading this file..." it's like wtf wei! i've checked everything i can think of and i still can't download it.... i think the culprit is Vista.... damn it.... sigh....

u know what i'm craving? a good bowl of Baskin&Robbins ice cream, with a good piece of rich moist choc cake and a good piece of Victoria Station steak (or maybe Chillies!!).... sigh....

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