life... sucks..

u want something
u dream of having it
u dream of using it
u hurt when it's there and u can't get to it...

but when u are given it - u get scared that u could actually have it, and then decline....

because deep down u know it's so WRONG to have it in the first place.....

then u feel that u lost your chance
u regret for not taking it
and u start from square 1 again....

u want something
u dream of having it
u dream of using it
u hurt when it's there and u can't get to it...

life sucks.... (at times)