what happens...

what happens when u have a few drinks on a week day and come to work the next morning....

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hahahhahhahahahaha !!!

curtesy from Andrew!!! CHEERS MATE! :)

quick trip

so i'm here at work, waiting for time to pass cause i'm taking the 8.30pm bus back to penang.... yes, i'm going home only for a quick weekend....

i have 2 weddings to go to... Sutha's brother's wedding and Thi's sisters wedding... LUCKILY Thi's sister's wedding is on sunday morning and at least i can go for it AND come back to KL in time to rest and go to work on Monday... i know i'll be tired but well, i know these ppl and i DO want to go....

also i want to go home, i've been through i alot since CNY and this short break will do me good... though i will be back for Easter... gossips says that most prob the monday after easter would be an off day.. so... heheheheheh longer weekend back home! *crossing fingers* heheheh... let's see ya if that will happen.....

now, i got a headache cause i haven't eaten since 12.30pm and i'm just here waiting for time to pass.... can't wait to be in the bus with nice cold aircon to sleep! yawn! and i'm hungry!!!

random pics at work

*disclaimer - pics took with Noreen's camera and i think Farah's camera too

this is Andrew (at our new place - 24th floor), the one with many thani stories stated in my TGIFs posts - also writer for MakanKings

heheheh for my NEC babe - here's boss#2 aka Khoo! his "aussie" name is Jarod it was 2nd day CNY tht's why he's wearing the chinese top

oh, and for my other babes.... here's Raymond... heheheh (at our new area on the 24th floor)

at the 25th floor, it was a lil makan do to celebrate the new newbies and Quenton's bday

here left to right, jessie (she left), lisa, noreen, lydia (she left - my first friend at work), farah and muah!

lydia and farah

quenton and his cake

white guy, Zoran from the aussie branch, came over to train the newbies. here with khoo on the 25th floor

me and noreen - told u she was a camwhore!

me and my dual flat panels babeh!! on the 24th floor

fauzi - who didn't come for the TGIFs dinner

lawrence from miri, sarawak - very quiet guy (unavailable girls)

my letter

to the one who means alot to me

we've known each other for God knows how long (but i do, since we were 9) and we've gone through so much... life in school was good, we each had our own set of best friends but somehow we were still close (maybe because we stayed in the same taman but i believe that's not the only reason) as years went by, we gained more experiences in life, on school stress, puberty, friends, emotional feelings, family problems and of course BOYS heheheh..... everything was so hyped and meant such a big deal at that time...

and as we grow older, we look back and just laugh to how innocent we were and how naive we were... hehehe... just thinking about the bicylce event with that boy just made me laugh! and trips to tuition for well 2 reasons... ;) and that moment where u prayed with me while i just broke down in my room because of the issue with the grown ups... and all the lil events that we
went through.... my childhood was happening because of you and i'm so glad for that, i'm so glad that u came to stay in my taman and i'm so glad that we could get along...

as life goes on, school ended and we all had to think of our future, we did what we wanted and i thank God that we still kept in touch, we never did loose touch... even for those long weeks without talking/phoning/emailing, you've always been in my mind, and when i see something or go through some adventure, i always think of how you would like it too and thought how nice
if u would be here with me to see this...

now having such a big blow to my head and heart, i had no where (or didn't know HOW) to let go of all that stress, that hate, that bad feelings, that bad conversation, that horrible decision and the disasterous truth... i took it out on you... and i regretted all of it, i regretted taking it out on
you, i shouldn't have been more mature about it, more in depth with myself and more considerate... but i wasn't. i was behaving like a spoilt kid when dad takes away something i've always have and love for many many years...

i couldn't live with myself for that... i couldn't stand it that i may have lost a friend... and i prayed that i didn't loose you, loose your friendship.. it would hurt more than the reason for this episode. i could easily blame someone else for this, but it's my fault, i shouldn't behave like that... i KNOW i know better, but it skipped my mind then...

i'm sorry

i'm so so sorry

i wish i could go back to that day when i felt that pain and hurt and take away all that i did... i feel ashamed, stupid and sad that i could do such a thing, i feel like such a horrible person and i pray everyday that someday you will forgive me...

i won't do it again... and if i do, just give me a slap and say "u're doing it again!" and i'm sure to be back to my senses. but i can assure u, this will always be in my head and i will dare not do it again...

a very sorry

shimmers

TGIF's food with the team

pics are all random.... and i can't really remember what is what... hehehe

obviously, the cheesecake... so the filling ler...

i think it's pasta, or some seafood spicy thingy with garlic bread...

famouse fajitas....

this must be either rocky moutain or some choc-fudge thingy...(it had vanilla icecream, fudge, choc and whipped cream)

JD burgers with fries.... (andrew had this)

MY bbq chic!

pasta with fish/prawns

another burger

AND another burger

damn... my picture taking skills down hill man... unless i was still high on "tea" when i took these pics... heheheh

work at TGIF's

the whole team FINALLY decided to go to TGIFs.... everyone had their own ideas on where to go and half the team were located in PJ and half were in the opposite direction.... but in the end, it was TGIFs in town....

so here's some crazy pics we took...

crazy Noreen and me.... she loves to camwhore! hahahha... aren't we all :P

this is our dept (in the background) newly renovated on the 24th floor... looking out u can see the KL tower, pudu, Maybank tower.... i just LOVE the height!!! though the air con sucks!!! boss ordered 4 stand fans.. still not here yet.... hot hot hot wei!!!

Quenton and mua... it was his last day (one of the reason for the makan too...)

very nice guy... will be missed alot by the whole team

(is it my eyesight or do i look thinner here?)

half the team reached TGIF's and some were stuck in the ever-oh-so-famous KL jam... the ones that reached first were the guys who drinks, so they "started" first.... it was chance to be out, so i had my Long Island Tea.... rosie, the one here more KAU wei!!!! O_O and even before food came i was already feeling extra happy! hahahhaha

anyway, the others came and everyone was so bising... making fun of each other and just having a great time.... then we all started to order, no one knew what to eat, since we had a budget to follow, RM40+ per person, so i had BBQ chicken.... wonderful i tell u..... (but i think Chillies would be better...) and it's HALF a chick! then suddenly everyone was standing and tasting everyone's food!! ahahahah! boss1 and boss2 came over to try my chicken and while they did that, i went to try their fish!! nyeh nyeh nyeh!!!

aahh... with the Canadian bastard! hahah that's wat big boss calls him! cause he does dodgy stuffs (nah.. joking).... Winson was in Canada for most of his life... just graduated and came back home...

with Raymond (half Eurasian) and Malisa aka Lisa - Raymond's a new Tech lead, smart ass and Lisa's sweet and quiet, but when she talks... heheheh

crazy pic.....Quenton and Noreen (oh btw... Noreen is a pro player in Paintball!)

part of the group....

everyone was getting to know each other, on my left was Andrew, he's some fella, he was in Notthingham Msia and went to Notthingham for his final year... he was telling me all his thani stories there in UK.... great fun!! hahhaha and everyone started telling their bad "episodes" of drinking....

then on my right, Winson.... chinese msian but stayed in canada most of his life, went there when he was 9 or something... not too sure... and he just came back after graduating... he too had his own fair share of stories to tell.. heheheh.... how are the odds in having 2 canadian ppl (or the fact ppl who went to canada) in the team? hahahha

after makan, it was desert time... some of us took the set, so it came with desert.... quite nice, the portions are HUGE so everyone was sharing..... *pics on TGIF food will be in the next post

... blur yet "impossible" azali.. he pervs EVERYTHING everyone says!! u can't get a straight answer from him!... and very cheerful and talkative Farah....

i think the whole team just loves to camwhore!!

smartypants and canadian with macho Donovan - such a gentleman..

Lisa and Fairul - funny guy (look at the cheesecake! huge innit?)

ooooo... here with Khoo (boss #2 (on the left) - supervisor la... staying in Sri Gombak.. sometimes he sends me home AND brings me to work on Saturdays - cause i work at 7am! where got bus?!) and Eddie - BIG BOSS! and very techy and knowledgable (on EVERYTHING!)

Khoo mabuk dee... can't get a last decent pic with Quenton before he leaves, he HAD to masuk campur and put his head in the pic!



toasting to the 2 agents that will be leaving.... YAM SENG!!!! if u look closer, u can see my hand on the left - hidden

here's Zaki who came in to the dept the same time as i... has 1 more week before he leaves.... sigh....

so after makan, dessert, it was toasting time.... had a short speech from Quenton and Eddie (boss) insisted of us to bombard him with questions, PERSONAL questions! hahahah... u can just imagine la what questions these ppl will ask! hahahah..... anyway, he's leaving to go to his dream job, so we're happy for him, sad to let him go cause he is one of our best agents, taking about 40+ calls in 12 mins!! when he leaves, his calls will all go to us... :(

then it was Zaki's turn, he too gave a speech, quite a touching one too cause i came in together with him and for the first few weeks he was my only friend..... so it was sad to see him go... but then again, he's off to a better job so we're all happy for him.... everyone was saying that aiya, he's the only one who's "NOT supposed to drink, but is drinking" leaving.... boss said, for ppl like that, they should hold the beer glass using their left hand! wtf? O_o

by 9+ ppl started to go home, cause it IS a monday and there's work the next day, can't stay out late... all in all, it was a good outing, good that i got to know my fellow agents better, and we were in a more free-like environment.... not so tension.... esp with boss, heheheh... but it's alright, he's a cool dude...

now, lets see where will we be going next month or so... heheeh... chillies? boss suggested karaoke.... noreen and boss suggested paintball.... hmm.....

a happy blog

from now on it's all about happiness......

i've been in too much trouble with myself through this...

so it's all gonna be good....

OMG....

to those who KNOW me... i'm not a football person, and guess what i'm doing tonight??? i'm going to watch tonights big game - Liverpool vs Man U.... I KNOW!!! me, watching football?? hahahhaha....

i've decided i'll just get out with what ever chance that i have, so since my beloved cousin andre is going over to his friends place for the game - i, put on a thick face, and asked him if i could join, and quickly offered to bring my Vodka Vanilla with me.... heheheheh (sneaky uh?).. so he asked his friends if i could come over, and said yes! as long as i bring the booze! hahahahha OMG i'm such a bad influence, they do NOT drink during games, and here i am, a pathetic, depressed girl, joining them for FOOTBALL AND bringing booze..... sigh... hahahaha....

hope i won't be a wet blanket for them.... O_o

*now i need to do some research for the game tonight...

i've noticed

that the crowd in KLCC are NOT shopping! they're just standing OUTSIDE the shops but not IN the shops.... if u look IN the shops, no one wei! hahahhaha..... the only shop that IS full with ppl is Vincci! hahahha....

i have no idea what these ppl are doing there and where they are going.... as for me, i go to KLCC and i know where to go.... but these ppl, they're just standing around, walking here and there like they don't know where to go.... it just makes the place look..... (u know what i mean)......

the train

i take the train daily.... EVERY SINGLE DAY... except for sundays la... train TO and FROM work... so somehow u will meet or recognise some certain ppl....

practically half or nearly all commuters have plugs in their ears, listening to dunno what music... some earphones let others hear them too cause the volume is on max.... then some sleeps in the train and heavily "nods" at ppl... those are quite irritating especially when u sit next to one... then u have some "itchy" ppl, staring at every single female on board, i'll usually try to distance myself and ignore him... then u have the foreigners and their look says, "what the hell am i doing here!" and then again, u get those white guys holding and hugging asian girls like they have been in a relationship for YEARS only hearing her telling HIM what is what in malaysia.... then u have students, elderly ppl, mostly working ppl and sometimes beggars.... i sat next to one beggar and OMG!!! the smell!!!! unbearable!!! i had to move seats.... then u have ppl pushing and shoving u just to get in the train! they even cut the q! yes, they now have a q to get in the train.... it's mostly at "happening" stations la... the lonesome ones, no q....

it's been 2+ months, and i've figured where to stand in the train without getting squashed.... the trick is to actually get that spot!

it's funny, what u see on tv about malaysian ppl on trains is the same thing that i see here.... and i seriously hope i'm not one of them, or at least TRY not to be like them.... but i guess as long as i take the train, i AM them..... oh, how i miss the easy life in penang.... though not the traffic la... hehehe.. so far, i haven't been stuck in KL traffic yet - i DON'T drive, remember.... damn!

....uh?

i'm having "writers block" .. i can't write...