don't u...

don't u hate the feeling of ppl keeping secrets from u where u are always telling them every single thing? my thoughts, feelings, plans... etc?

it's like, i'm telling u all these deep stuffs, personal stuff and hopingly i get the same curtesy back... but noooo...... u hide them.... u hide them like i'm anybody else to u... like i'm not that close to u anymore....

already i have less friends to talk to (deeply) and now u're doing this to me...

i feel like such a looser...

- failed in interview

- being used

- being ignored

- treated like a stranger made into casual friends

- no one thinks i'm important anymore