FRIDAY - afternoon

friday came at last!!!! Nooreen came to fetch me at my godma's hse at TTDI, went to take her "MC" and headed off to KL Sentral... there, we met Thi for lunch... didn't know where to meet or what to eat, we ended up at McDs (remember, we're on a budget)... it was nice that we're nearly there in getting the group together...

were keeping in touch with Pauline, HOPING that she'll meet us SOON!!! but while at it, we just go on with our original plans....

the museum was first on the list, but according to the so-called-map that we had, the Istana was a better place to go first... we managed to find the place.. though it was always on the other side of the road and had to find a way to make a U-turn back on the same road... it's not that easy in KL i tell u...

when we reached there, there was a tourist bus that was there too, so there were so many Japanese and whites there taking pics and "harrasing" the horses and guards.... we managed to take some pics trying not to have the other ppl in it... it's sort of the same "type" as the ones at Buckingham Palace (though i've never been there before)... ppl taking pics with the guard, horse and gate... hahahahah.. that sounded ... err.. sad...

somehow i find it fun.... having the girls with me doing weird things... we could EASILY go shopping in KL but NOOOooooo me and my very creative mind, wanted to do other things...

then, we headed to the museum, that too was abit tricky, finding the correct road to be on.. and again, the museum was on the opposite side of the road.. somehow... hehehehe... found it and it was drizzling!!! damn.. but not that heavy which is good....

entrance fee was RM2.... the first area was on the different types of races we have in Malaysia.... zzzz... then the lobby had an exhibition on Merdeka... of what the country went through.... so so la... then the 3rd part was on the different traditions of the different races here in Malaysia.. can say interesting, as i didn't know there was so many types of wayang kulit!!! even the chinese has their own!!!....

but what i wanted to see was the exhibition on weird animals, bones and such.... but we came to find out that the top floor was closed.. till January 2007!!! SAD MAN!!!! that was the reason i wanted to go there... but the damn floor was closed... sigh.....

while hanging out outside the museum.. didn't know what to do, we saw the Perak Man exhibition.. so why not... we went in and it was dark... they were trying to make it eerie for us... they showed on how the exploration was started and when and how they found the bones... how was it found and such... so so la....

then another part there was another exhibition on wreakages.... of things found in different ship wreakages... quite interesting.. especially when they exhibit something they didn't know what was it and put it as "unidentified find"... hahahhahaha... that was entertaining...

hmm... wonder if the museum in penang would be better...

still Pauline couldn't meet up with us... sad la u woman!... so the next stop was the KL tower... i remember the tower being near the pudu bus station.... but didn't know the "entrance" to the tower.. so we headed there and hoped there was some sign board... we managed to find it....

was surprised that there were so many cars.... and BUSES!!! omg.. the kids!!! managed to find some parking (hardly) and headed to the tower... there was an extreme outdoor ride... can't remember what's it called but 2 ppl sit in this ball and it's like a catapult... u'll be thrown off to air but it's stuck to like a rubber band.. which means u'll be going up and down, goining upside down... like a ball.... interesting.... Era.fm was there.. so there was quite a crowd.. and also on sat there will be a Thirst Party up the tower.. so lots of ppl are there preparing for it....

when we got to the counter, we saw it was RM20 per person.. the guy asked where we were from, we said PENANG... and he took our ICs.. for what i don't know.... in the end, we paid him RM10 each... how come? we also dunno hahahahah.......

there was a long line to the lifts... because of the kids.. their school trip.. i was like damn.... we went behind the line and the staff was sort of laughing at us.. they called us to the front and said that there was a different line for the kids!!! the maulation i tell u!!! hahahahah..... in no time we were up there!! sadly it was hazy... quite bad actually... but still managed la to see some familiar places... very fast we made a round.. or two.. hahahah

mighty woman holding the twin towers on her palm...

another one!!

this one better, she's holding it upright!!! so the strong la!!

the 3 mighty women!

after the tower, we decided to head back to Thi's sisters place in Brickfields.. to rest and get ready for the big makan.... i had a snack at the tower... a very $$ waffle... 3 bucks man!!! i can easily get one here in Megamall for RM1.20... sigh..... what to do... KL wat....

FRIDAY - night

came the time to get ready, Pauline came to the house, knowing she had a rehearsal to go to at THAT moment, but she decided to see us instead!! YEAY!!!!

but for that, we had to follow her to the rehearsal just down the road (YMCA) where we were - in Brickfields. it was a play played by the deaf and she was to translate a character to the listening audience...

so for about 40 mins or so, we headed to Chillies!! in BANGSAR!! it was my first time to that outlet... heheheh i've been to the one in KLCC, MidValley and now in Bangsar Shopping Complex... did i miss any out? dun worry i'll sure to go...

so this was taken in the car, Nooreen couldn't look at the camera, the lights turned green so she had to start driving!!.. i thought it was a good shot! i LOVE it!! everyone was looking very relaxed and HAPPY.. that's the point... being HAPPY!!!

so at Chillies, we had to wait (as usual) and while waiting we took some pics... we're so camwhoring!! i think the flag was for merdeka and they were too lazy to take it down... but what the heck.. CBM Boleh!!!!

went in to have a sit and to decide what to eat, Thi haven't really eaten in Chillies before so Pauline was telling both Thi and Nooreen wat was good to eat.... heheheh... i was still contemplating on my decision.... they had some special going on (u can see the menu posed by Nooreen) but it was the normal meals...

i finally got to try the FAMOUS Chillies TRIPLE-PLAY!!.. damn... the chick wings were good!! that's what i called BBQ man!!!! (ros... u know how i'll go when i take my first bite!... yes, i did that when i tried it...) damn shiok man....

the pic below shows the food we had, i had the steak, top left was Thi's (and Pauline's) BBQ chicken) and bottom left was Nooreen's chick pasta (can't remember the name) and of course in the middle was the triple-play! and since i seludup-ed in my Dubai Vodka Mandarin in, i had orange juice and Pauline had ice-lemon tea, Thi had her own alcholic drink - some strawberry drink.... Pauline and i in the end had scredrivers and long island teas!! hahahahha...... i still can't believe it i seludup-ed in alcohol!!!!

these girls ah... surprised me..... somehow towards the end of the meal.... they got the guys at Chillies to sing Happy Birthday to me, with a plate of ice-cream and brownie!!! wonderful!! love brownies!! the funny thing is that from the time we entered Chillies, till they sang to ME, we heard about 5 times these waiters sang Happy Birthday!! there were so many patrons celebrating someones birthday at Chillies... hahaha of course la.. it's a great place to be.....

i'm so touch girls, for doing this for me... :) there was even a candle for me!!! nice nice!!! (i didn't have a cake last year....)

we had the whole night there... talking from good ol school times, to boyfriends (depressing topic) to about getting married... "who would u marry, someone u love but can't really support u, or someone who has everything and enough to take care of you your whole life?" or "who would u marry, someone you love more than he loves you or someone who loves you MORE than you love him?" .... deep discussions uh? but it didn't go long, it became very frustrating so in the end we talked bout something else.... more... happier topics.. we caught up with each other lives, on work and dreams... which was nice.... and when our 3 over alcoholic drinks were done, we got home..... went home with full stomachs and painful gutts (from laughing so much!!)

SATURDAY

so on saturday, we got up a bit later than planned.... went to Pauline's place to pick up somethings and headed for brunch... since it's too late for breakfast and too early for lunch, and since we didn't really want to eat at Sunway Lagoon, we decided to have brunch. we had sort of nasi kandar type of food at Pantai Hillpark, near her place... ok la... can't complain and it's edible.. heheh

we headed towards Sunway after that.... managed to get parking at the Sunway Piramid. it seems they were having some renovation towards the Sunway Lagoon entrance, so we sort of have to walk on this zink path way that overlooks the theme park.. lovely view, but not so lovely for ppl how can't stand heights...

we got our wrists bands... i was like a small girl walking in... eyes big big looking around, looking at the place.... i've always wanted to go for so damn long, but never had the chance.... so further down, there was a huge cave/cage like place..... and there were 2 tigers in it!!! one was sleeping at a corner and once was walking around. managed to get a shot of it.... the tiger was lovely!! had a nice coat of fur... it was huge.... nice looking one... doesn't look sick or skinny or dirty... good upkeep...

we got a locker to keep our things and we headed towards the Dry Park area before we got wet! hahhaha... fun rides!!! i felt like a lil girl again!!... could take pics as the camera was in the locker and it would be ma fun to bring it around....

then after that we changed to our "wet clothes" and started with the Wet Park... there were different slides, rides and the Wave Pool where there was a DJ playing club songs!!! so the happening man!!! the wave pool was packed with ppl.... it's a good thing all of us could sort of swim, so we headed towards the deeper end - away from pesky kids... the waves were wonderful and predictable hehhehe.... we were dancing in the water with the music.... what an experience.... then it started to rain!!! (there goes my bakaring for the day...) but we still didn't budge... it made no sense to leave just because it rained - cause we were already wet!!!!

hahahh by the time we decided to leave and have a bath and change, the night was coming and there were very few ppl left.... so we got ready and went for dinner.... had no idea what to eat...

panoramic pic of the view

so in the end we ended up at Mr. Teppanyaki.. since it was near the parking entrance and we had no energy to walk around Sunway Piramid!! hhahaha... we thought we could make it for the theatre play but we couldn't. the show starts at 8.30 but it seems the tickets will only be sold till 7.45... so by the time we finished our dinner, it was 7pm.. where can go back to Brickfields, change and go to Sentul for the play in 45mins? so we had to cancel that plan... we just hung out abit at Mr. Teppanyaki... catching our breaths... yea we ate fast.. thought we could be on time...

we decided to catch a movie then... we all wanted girl-power type of movie or even comedy.. we didn't want depressing ones, cause we all had enough of depressing moments in our life... no decision was made, we couldn't make up our minds... in the end, we got home some ice-cream and brownies (from Secret Recipie) and waffles from a waffle shop and i had my Baskin & Robbins milk shake (which is equivalent to 3 scoops of ice-cream mind you!!!!) and we headed back to Pauline's place cause she has a VERY huge collection of DVDs.... so it was appropriate place to go for a movie (and, there was no one home...)

we got to her house, before we did anything, we started our budget, calculating who owes who for what... very serious moment... hehehe.. Thi started of calculating...

Pauline ironicly pointed out that out of 4 of us, 3 of us were in accounts class and Thi (who was in the Sc stream) was doing the accounts and budget!! hahahahh weird right?!

so we all had our money out, hp calculators, papers and pen.. like we're playing Monopoly (money) + Scrabble (paper and pen)!!!!...first it was me settling my share of dept, then it was Nooreen, when she was done, it was the final game, between Thi and Pauline.. hahah it was so funny!!! but fortunately so in the end, we ended up paying less than what we budgeted 2 weeks before and everyone went back with a lil bit more... :)

when the budget game was over, we took out our food (i didn't have any cause i had a very filling milkshake) and we watched, The Sweetest Thing... (see, a chick movie) and had another movie, Rumour has it... but half way through the movie, Nooreen and Pauline passed out sleeping.. hahah left me and Thi...

by the time we got back to Brickfields, it was 2 something and we all slept at 3am... this time Pauline was not with us, she had work (not work, but voluntary/charity event)on sunday... was sad that she left but it was good that she managed to join us for the whole of saturday....

SUNDAY

the bus was at 11.30am... so we had to get up earlier... sigh.... everyone was "sad" and tired... didn't talk much.. we were all packing our bags and getting ready to leave... we had roti canai and tosai just down the road from the apartment and Thi's sister brought us to Pudu. we said our goodbyes yesterday to Pauline before the took her car back.... and before we left for pudu we said our goodbyes to Nooreen... i'm so thankful for her to be our ride to everywhere we went since friday....

met up with him at pudu and the 3 of us took the bus back to BM... it was a quiet journey... sad that the holiday's are over, sad that we won't be seeing the other two for quite some time and sad that TOMORROW GOT WORK!!!! damn.......

but thank you GIRLS!!!!

this was a great birthday for me...

very memorable one i can say!!!

hope we'll be able to do this again soon....

and i love u all!!!

thank you again!!

(Nooreen and Pauline, see u for raya!!)

birthday pressies

finally.. gotten the time to do my pics...

here are the pressies i got as i've mentioned before... the keychain with my name on it, the lip-gloss-ring all the way from Hong Kong and the blings blings!!! love it!!

thank you all for these!!

(the parcel that brought the Anna Sui ring)

and something i saja got for myself.. and temp tattoo, got it from Sunway Lagoon.... RM10 nia.... it was on my left arm, but it's gone now.. i like the design...

am just bored

pics...not yet ppl..... i know.. i'm also itching to upload the pics.. it's still in the camera... will do it this weekend.. i'm not working... YEAY!

it's fun putting up flikr (u can see it up there... just move your eyes a few cm above this post) u upload the pics... and u can choose which one to be shared/shown to the public and which one u can hide.... though i'm pro-Yahoo... i'll just use flikr for the picture banner up there...

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he has gone back to alor setar already... getting ready for his trip... sad eventhough i've gone through this for more than 5 years... and still i can't really get used to it, used to the day when he leaves either for home or to kl.... what to do... long distance relationship is like that wat...

he said i should be strong like those wives of soldiers before they go off to war... sheesh.. like as if la he's going to war....

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i've realised on the reason of my bad complextion - CHOCOLATES!!! damn those sweets!!! though i don't eat those chocolate chocolates but i do eat the other bi products of it, like Milo la, cake la, milkshake la, choco milk la, ice cream la.... sigh... it's like everytime i eat something with chocolate in it, the next few days sure got break outs... so damn irritating!!!! *cry* can't eat anymore!!!! (if i want a clearer complextion la) *cry*

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don't know if any of u have thoughts on this, but i've donated my organs... yes, i've donated them. of course the bf got a shock that i would do something like that, but i don't care, it's my body and if i want to donate it, i will donate. actually he was ok with it, more of surprised than shock... he supported it anyway... which is good! :)

there was this blood donation campaign at work, and at the entrance there was a table with banners about donating your organs. mum have been wanting to donate hers, she did send in the form, but she didn't get the card to say that she is willing to donate. i too had the thought, but never actually went out of my way to find when and where to register. so since there were a table bout it, i filled in the form and registered. instantly they gave me a laminated card (to be put in your wallet - just in case something happens, ppl will know that u want to donate your organs) for me to keep. so now, if anything happens, my organs will be donated before anyone can bury or cremate me... heheheh..... i'll be organ-less when i'm dead.. hahhahaha

Padfoot is in da house!!

what a surprise!!! one of my good friends became a blogger!!! i guess she can't resist the tempation on joining the bandwagon of fellow bloggers to blog...

i mean, for me, blogging is one good way to show off your writing skills espeacially if u LOVE writing.... (not that i'm saying that i can write... i can't actually, compared to ppl who loves and CAN write to save their asses...) so ppl will read it and who knows?! some editor is reading it and think that u're good enough to work for him?

so see Sharon...! there are some good points in blogging!!! next, we must bring in Ms Oon to join us here at blogger... not.. a noob blog provider... *covers my head with my hands*

SHARON...

a warm welcome to the world of Blogging.... :)

changes

for the first time in so long i haven't driven to the penang jetty, i took the highway from work to town. i was thinking, there won't be any traffic but will be towards Komtar area... but then when i was on the highway, i noticed that the second part of the highway was open! i was so happy... no more traffic jams!!!

while i was driving i was thinking on where would the road end... and i found out that it ended at a small kampung where i remember there were lots of chinese temples and that there was always some thing going on there, religious celebrations.... but now, it's all gone.... houses and even the temples were abandoned or knocked down, the good thing is that i could reach the jetty 15 mins earlier!!! at it was after work, which was 6.30pm! amazing uh?

even when i reached the jetty, they turned the car parking lot to a sort-of-bus-station where the red and white busses are parked there.. still the yellow busses are obstructing traffic on the main road... wonder why they won't use the new parking lot. with that, there's no parking lot for cars... wonder where it is... or is there none?

so many things has changed in penang.. especially places i seldom go, or used to go but haven't after a very very long time... come to think of it, i haven't gone on the ferry for quite some time either... wonder if there's anything changed there....

China

so he's been around for a few days since i got back from KL... everything is nice... it always is when he's around, but when the distances comes back to "us" again, everything gets screwed up... it always has...

he'll be going back today.... unfortunately... thought i can have him for the weekend since i'm not working but then he had to go back home to start packing.... yes, his whole family is going to China for his brothers wedding.... think he'll leave on the 27th but not too sure.... said he'll come back around on the 5th next month....

i'm happy for him, he'll be able to meet up with his good friend Liang who is literally a chinaman... hehehe... and well, also the chance to see his brother again and also see CHINA! wished i could go but under some circumstances, i can't... oh well.. China will always be there...

being blur

my dad... not me.. and sometimes he has this lemak feeling, trying to be "in" with my friends... he thinks he's happening! (he tries la...)

u know what he did?

he OBVIOUSLY knew i went to KL.. i took leave since thursday... but did he keep quiet? no..... he had to PURPOSELY send an email to my work email, wishing me (mind u, after wishing me personally ok!) then, obviously he would get an out-of-office reply with an alternative person to contact...

u know what he did?

he emailed my teammate, telling her to wish me!!! like HELLO!!! he obviously knows i'm not there and he already wished me... why the hell did he do that for? she called me to tell me this u know... u know how embarassing this is?

me: why did u email my friend? u know i'm not around wat
dad: wanted to tell her that it was your bday
me: they ALREADY know!
dad: heheheh
me: ...*rolls the eyes* sheesh

i mean, what does he or i get out of this? what's the point in this? except gossip at work about me not telling my father that i'm on leave and running off somewhere for my birthday?? like i'm a rebellious kid... and making me a laughing stock!... sigh...

sometimes he just likes to do pointless things....

bday gifts

didn't get much but the weekend covered it!

i got a ring-type-AnnaSui-lipgloss (from Hong Kong mind you!) from JESSICA!!! thanks soo much!! it was a surprise at the office and it's soo funky!!

and i got bling blings! yea!! a bling bling hair-band! and a bling bling bangle!! LOVELY!!! from Pauline, Nooreen and Thi... thanks girls!!! just hope the bling blings don't fall off!! hehehe

oohh and godma gave me something i thought it was a silver locket with my name with a small bling bling on it... it was in a nice velvet box somemore... but when i took it out, it was a keychain!! fuuuyoooo.... so grand the key chain! hahahha...

and nope, nothing from HIM...

i'm back!

yes i'm back from my hol.. and it's sucks that i'm back... but then wat to do... got RESPONSIBILITIES.... sigh...

it was a good 4 day holiday... i won't say too much, cause there's pictures.. but here's a summary.... it's a weird type of holiday, ppl would go to KL for shopping and food... but it's a bit different from that. since most of us have not been to some places, we thought we'd make it a tourist-sy holiday. go to tourist-sy places like we've never been to KL before... so....

Thurdsday
- spent dinner and the night at godma's place

Fri
- had lunch at KL Sentral
- Istana Negara
- Museum
- KL Tower
- dinner at Chillies with thani

Sat
- Sunway Lagoon
- skipped theatre (too tired, was not in time)
- 2 movies at a gfs hse with brownies and ice cream

Sun
- back home

it was quite tiring, but somehow we had enough of sleep.. which is bout 6 to 7 hrs? good eh? hehhehe... this trip to KL i've seen more of Brickfields that i could ever see and actually got in Sunway Lagoon!!! after all these years!!! and i'm glad i did it with my gfs!!! oooohh and of course, eating till we bloat at Chillies... hahahha....

it was hectic when i came to work.... but then that's how it is when u go on leave, give someone else your job to do and got to resume it when u come back... they should be happy i don't do this too often - cause i'm nice! so stop complaining! ...sigh...

we told ourselves we should make another trip to go for another play.... since we missed this one... there's many coming soon... but then, just hope we could all find the time to meet up again.

so good to see u gals!!! thanks for the GREAT weekend!

yahooo!!!

my last day of work!! yes!! i'm on 2 days leave.. for my birthday!!.... where am i going? KL! sort of for a F5 CBM reunion but there'll only be 4 of us.. will cerita bout it when i come back.. i've been planning this for over a month ago... initially i really planned to go to Phuket.. but one of us had no passport, then second plan was for tioman, but one of us (not the same one) can't take leave, but fortunately work till noon on friday... so still, can't go to tioman as it takes 6 hrs to get there... so in the end we decide to do the unthinkable... ppl will say.. uh? WHY? well... for hints, we are malaysians, so we should have a Cuti-Cuti Malaysia holiday! so for those who want to chia me makan, wait ah i come back first. Aaah i can't wait!! haven't seen the girls for so long!!! just hope plans will go on as planned... but then again, surprises always makes a trip more memorable.. right? heheh

today at work, (since i won't be at work for my birthday) i got some cake slices for my team... ahhah they were surprised, they thought it was my birthday today.. but i told them it is on friday. eheheh i just love surprising ppl.... actually, i sort of ordered some cup cakes from one of the sales rep (who does abit of catering... lovely cup cakes wei!!) but he forgot bout it, he told the cook it was for thursday but in fact, it was supposed to be for today! hahahah.. but it wasn't a big deal.. i just enquired if the cook could do it for me... so nvm.. i already got the cakes for my friends...

got my bus ticket for tomorrow... 1.30pm.. at least i can sleep in!!! OMG.. i haven't been sleeping properly for the whole week and somemore i was working both sat and sun. wat more things has been happening at home... no electricity la.. ppl making noise la... aiyo!!! for once at least i can get up a later time and not at 6.30am!!

now.. i can't wait for 6pm!!

AIR HON

driving to work on the bridge... i got to keep left cause at the end of the bridge i got to turn left... but NOOOOoooooo ppl who want to turn left, but have NO BLOODY PATIENCE... drive fast fast on the right.. and expect ppl to give way....

it happened to me a few times and i beh tahan.. i hon-ed using my AIR HON i tell u... it happened this morning AGAIN.. bloody big car... not bothered wat car was that... trying to push me off the bridge .... i didn't let go... in the end he treatened to hit me! i gave him my AIR HON!!! and u know what he did!?? he purposely drove slowly... and to the side.. wanting to let me to pass through... i know if i passed through he'd sure do something... so i just followed him behind... which i hated cause it was creating traffic!! but i was saving my ass....

in the end he sped up.... and i saw him driving like a reckless ass on the road... already it's obvious there's office jam and how fast u go also u sure to be stuck!!! i curse him no children and get into an accident, accident so big that he wouldn't afford a big car but instead only able to afford a kancil! THERE!!

hello.... u're in the wrong u know... and u can still show off and bully ppl....? i really wish there would be a police fella standing there getting down all the cars that cut in from the right.... and saman them big big!!! but then again.. saman also now got sale... sigh... useless...

DAMN IRRITATING MAN!!!!

spoil my morning only...

fuck!

gfs are the best!!

yes, i've experienced it myself when i was down, in the dumps, when i thought my life was over or when i thought i was useless and that nobody liked me or wanted me...

my gfs.. they were there.... and i really appreciate what they have done for me... some are now in another state.. some are still around... some are to just hear me out... some are to shove some senses to me and tell me out loud the answers i already know but hate it... some are there just to hug me while i cry... some are just there for me....

and i would like to be the same for them, putting them first when they need the company, someone to just hear them out, someone to give a hug, someone to tell them answers they already know, someone to be just there for them... and i hope i make them feel better as how they made me feel better...

to my gfs...

i thank you and cherish u
will all my heart and soul.
without u,
i wouldn't know what i'd do...

love u all lots!

again...

my weekend is spent without him around.... just like the last weekend.... how like that?

broken promises...

Juru AutoCity

Happening outlets in Juru Auto-City!!! and it's just 5 mins away from my house!! SHIOK-nye...

Outlets that are COMING!!!
1- Starbucks
2- SWENSON's YEAY!!!!
3- Tao
4- SOHO's YEAY!!!!

Outlets ALREADY opened...
1- Sushi King YEAY!!!
2- Nando's YEAY!!!
3- Coffee Beans YEAY!!!
4- Secret Recipie
5- McD
6- Golden Santuary
7- Isshin (or something like that)
8- Sri Ayyuthai (or something like that)
9- Pelita

Now we mainlanders, don't have to depend much on the island anymore!!! hahah can save cost crossing over to the island... what good news this is! YEAY!!!!

sigh...

it's hearbreaking and sad... but i guess it's the way of life

my heart goes out to the both of you

and hope everything will turn out for the better

(in either way)

is it work?

i've been wanting to write something i came up with in my mind. it was about 2 days ago that i told myself i'll write this... so what i wrote in my "head" i can't seem to write it down properly... words all getting jumbled....

anyway.. what i was trying to say is that sometime ago, i was told that when u consider staying in a relationship, work.... it's not a relationship anymore.. it's something u have to do because u're in one...

somehow that may be true in some ways and some ways it's not true.. i don't know.. (everything seem to have the good and bad side..) but i guess the person telling me this has a different way of thinking, or was just trying to be philosophical with me (that i wouldn't know)...

what it was meant is that.. if u think u are burdened in doing stuff in a relationship and u feel it's like work cause u HAVE to do it.... then it's not right... u have to have to WANT to do it because u're in the relationship and that it makes u happy doing it and your doing it out of love.

so what does one do if one thinks the relationship is "work"? do u try to change it into something that u want to do without asking or assuming that u have to do it? or do u find another relationship which u don't feel like it's work?

i guess it's also time for me to look into my relationship... do i think it's work? does he think it's work? it'll be really serious if it is....

err happy anniversary?

it came and gone... came silently.... and nearer to the end, it was nice cause he remembered... but it ended silently again..... was no difference... so much was needed to be said but we didn't have the luxury to say it.... and again, we were not together....

wonder if he remembers my birthday

Damiral's Grill

the dark

it was 4.30 and it looked like it was 8pm... we were over shadowed by very THICK rain clouds. clouds that's so black that even the lights at the car park thought it was night, were switched on... so dark that every car had their lights on and so dark that i could see my reflection on the window....

it did rained.. it rained heavily and it's freaking cold in the office... was just thinking how am i to walk to the car and try not to get wet!.... umbrella's in the car... being useless... sigh... think i'll bring it with me tomorrow....

after an hr.... the rain came to a drizzle... looking out, ppl were still using umbrellas and the sky were abit clearer and lighter... though still it looks darker than usual. usually at this time, the sunset sun will be striking down on us with it's hot ray lights... but now, it's like 6.30 am...

i'm sure there's a HUGE jam on the penang bridge... fortunately i'm not planning to go home after work... but still when it rains EVERYWHERE will be stuck in a jam... like as if the rain is going to eat and kill us, so we must all slower our every speed to half.... it just irritates me.