conversations

i've been yearning to have a conversation, a good conversation... it could be of anything...

i don't know why i can't seem to find ppl to have conversations with.. either we are all too busy, or i'm boring, or i'm too analytical, or too sensitive, or too insulting? i wouldn't know..

i tried initiating conversations with work ppl for a while, but it all comes out to "empty" talk, maybe they don't trust me or that they dont really know me... sigh... i know it takes time, but i've been here since sept... nearly half a year babe! oh well maybe i'm trying too hard or doing it the wrong way..... sigh...

i was reading somewhere online, it was something about having everything, and not being able to share it with ppl, that makes it nothing... though i don't have much, but i love to share, share thoughts, information, err.. the occasional gossips, crap or nonsense, opinions and suggestions... ok maybe i sometimes have nothing to say, but what is it if u can't share it with ppl?

ok fine, my periods due end of the month and its too early to blame this emo on PMS... but it's just one thing i'm kinda missing... company and conversation....