i can't believe it

guess what?

i just iced my first erot!c cake!! O_O

LOL!

Black Banana

have u actually seen one?

Anna who's staying at my grandma's hse in Le Nid Green Lane found some of this weird looking bananas in the market and got some to share...

it did look very weird and it was huge, yet smooth to the texture.. BUT, it was not very tasty at all, i took a bite, i couldn't finish the rest of it....

tell me, have u seen these before?

xmas shopping

because i'm in kl now AND there's no ikea in penang.. mum's been asking me to get stuff from ikea for christmas for her... since her first phone call about it, i've been visiting ikea every weekend and sometimes 2 days in a row!! hahahah....

i think now i know where's everything located! LOL... hoping to find new stuffs everytime i get there, nah.. not really.. but i guess lots of christmas stuff will be out this week... and unfortunately, i'm not there this week...

so yea... spent quite alot at ikea but it's all paid for anyway.. hehehehe..

extra OT? ...not

about 2 months ago or so.. can't really remember... there was a request from another dept asking for help to reduce their email backlog.... and since they were paying for that, i jumped in to help...

went for a 3 day training after work... which made me bloody tired... and had me think twice if i should do it or not... anyway, i went on with it...

the first few days, so ber-ia ia doing emails after work... like as if earning lots of OT.. but because of being new in this, i only managed to get about 5 done in a day.. sheesh... so lousy...

then the weekend came.. thought i could spend the whole weekend doing emails, but still, the issue of moving out and packing and stuff just took most of my time.... only been doing abit here and there whenever i can....

now that i'm home... i'm trying to finish what's left of my emails... sigh.... wonder how much will i get knowing i didn't do much emails....

sigh... OT it seems... hhahahah....

but it was a good experience, i mean, i get to learn new stuff on new products other than the one i'm already supporting....

the death and resurrection of lappy

i can't understand on why suddenly the bloody hdd in my lappy just dieded.... it's only been like 6 months or so...

first i though i'd send it back to c-zone.. but when i got there, they were closed for stock-check.. and i was told to go straight to HP...

so i finally found a day to go to HP...(took sometime to find a place - as u know KL, u see the building but have a really hard time finding the road there!!)... finally found the place and left my lappy to them...

for about 5 days or so, i was hoping that my pics would all be saved... my downloads... my One Tree Hill..

didn't hear anything from them, so i decided to call, they were supposed to call before they did anything just to verify with me.. but they didn't, so when i called them, the girl said, my lappy is ready for pickup.. it's like wtf!! u were supposed to informed me on the situation first!!!

so blablabla.... appointment was made to pick it up and to check with their tech on my data in the old hdd...

next day, i went to pick it up... totally new hdd... spoke with the tech, tried accessing my old hdd with other pcs - nothing, the tech couldn't hear anything in the hdd, nothing moving, no buzzying noise.. NOTHING!.. it was dead.. and there goes my files.... painful i tell u!

had to let it be la.... brought my lappy back, next day brought it to work and started to install every damn thing... i still haven't installed certain things yet though...

tht's it for my lappy... it dieded, and brought back to life, with a new head! hahahahah sigh.... now for precausion, i gotten an external hdd to backup my files.... hehehehe.... (got it from the recent PICOM pc fair at KLCC)

Greetings from Bukit Tengah - from my dad

Waters 'neath our bridges,
Christmases pass unobtrustly.
What would we be without our hitches,
especially nice undoubtedly.
terry reutens

Merry Christmas and a happy new year
From us at Middle Hill (Bukit Tengah)
Terry, Merle and Fi

hey all

i'm online at home!!!!

YEAY!!!

supposedly blog posts list

here's a list of stuff i'm supposed to blog about but have no time/mood/resources/laptop to do it.. sorry ya! will do it.. err.. soon? hahahha

- MAX Kitchen and Wine Review (and maybe Bangkok Jazz and twentyone)

- GRA

- x meetup

- FABS 2nd meeting

- mysterious-guy (potential yet very doubtful)

- daisy

- cuppacakes

- the death and resurrection of lappy

- OT from other dept

- xmas @ Ikea

- co. annual dinner

- finally... the MOVE!

heheheh.... wondering eh? :P

lappy's back...

and the whole hdd was gone... they replaced it under warranty... and yes... EVERY freaking thing is gone... *cry*

now.. i'm trying to salvage whatever i have from my work pc, thumbdrive and camera memory card... sigh.... managed to get NEARLY all.. and i'm sure i'm missing a good set of pics... damn it...

and my downloads!!! luckily i finished watching the last season of Gilmore Girls... now, just have to download One Tree Hill.... again!

sigh....

i can't wait to go home! and what's worst.. the family is playing christmas music.. makes me wanna go home sooner! :(

mummy used to say...

"that if i laugh so much... sure cry the next minute"

well to some extent, i believe her....

i was having a GREAT time yesterday, with new friends, first time doing my famous "laugh" (that my beloved penang ppl love) in front of my KL friends... it's been a VERY LONG while since i laughed like that... eventhough i was quite tired.. but damn! this ppl are so freaking funny! hahahah.... it just puts a smile on my face remembering what happened yesterday...

but then comes to my mum's saying... it's sort of true.. though i did not cry (or not crying)... i feel shitty today... so not in the mood of working, just wanna stay home and do nothing.. and somehow feel that i'm sliding off, wanting to go to my corner again...

maybe i'm just protective or just a spoilt brat that i want it all to myself.. but when there's sharing.... i just backoff and let them have it... and i feel 2nd all over again.. what's worst - 3rd... and i HATE that feeling....

Under the same sky,

over the same land,

i'm always with you...

what do you do when...

....

- you have no lunch/food at home

- you have no laptop to use at home

- you have no plans

- you have not much $$$

... what would you do?

you go to work, do OT for another dept in your company!

sad... i feel so pathetic!

AT LEAST lah i got plans tomorrow.... not so sad afterall

sigh....

i miss home...

i thought i can do away home for 2 months... and when i do that.. so many fcking things happening that i just feel like giving up and going home.. everythings so simpler at home...

no one's "pushing/asking/requesting" you for things you dun want to give

no one's "questioning" your priorities and principles

no one's "messing" with your head

no one's "putting ideas" in your mind

no one's "ignoring" your thoughts

i know i should be "open" to new experiences and stuffs in the BIG city... but.... damn it, i'm from a simple background.. no hoo haaas.... what u expect from me?

as what a good friend told me... "they are out there to cheat and rob from you"

sigh...

maybe i should stick to going home once a week just to get away from these ppl...

u're mad, u're in desperate need..

you're ANGRY at the whole world..

you think no one cares

you feel that u cannot depend on anyone..

u're about to jeapordise your career...

then someone comes last minute, goes all the way out to help you

and when when u get help, your just ignore and no reply your messages...

... not even a word of updates or thanks....

10 Dec

will it happen?

i'm still in doubt...

but, it CAN happen and i can't wait for it to happen...

please make it happen!!

my dear lappy

i figured (or actually my colleagues said - they're always a help, luv u guys! ) that i should bring him to his HQ for checkup/fixing... so the next day after finding out that c-zone was closed for a few days for stock-check, i brought him to HQ and they said it'll take 3 days.. but they'll call me about my data...

still no calls from HQ

i really *cross my fingers* hope that my PHOTOS, downloads and mp3 are ok....

ohh lappy!! why lappy!! it's only been ... what... 5 months????!!!!

*cry*

:(

my lappy died-ed

everything was fine.. i brought him to the FABS meeting, he was working, i brought him home after that - he was fine... but then this morning - he died-ed!!! i mean like... wtf! the error i got was something about cannot read disk error or something in that line... cannot masuk windows....

lan ah!!!!

looks like i got to bring lappy to work, then to lowyat after work...

damnit! it's not even a year!!! i just hope my downloads and pics are still ok.... i don't care about the rest..

fck!

(was posting this from a cyber cafe - i know.. its sad...)

sorry peeps

i know it's been a while... it's been a weird week and much emotional changes has been going on... but now i'm ok...

lines were made (and trying to not cross it)... new friendships were made and strengthened.... decisions to make (one big one soon...) and much needed rest is needed (though i don't see any in future)...

will update when i have the time and mood again.....

looks like KL life is starting for me now... after.. nearly a year! gosh! has it been a year???? see how time flies?

everybody.. i'm ok! :)

sorry for not updating my blog..

been sick for quite sometime and in the end i ended up in hosp... i'm ok now.. just the cough and phlegm still there... and i'm on mc...

will be updating in a while.. got some things to do..

:)

thanks to everyone who came and sent their wishes! it really made my day knowing that u ppl out there cares for me...

love ya! muacks!

the city

it is true that when u come to the city from a small town (not to say Penang is a small town ahaks!!) there's so much going on and u never know what is happening just under your nose.. u tend to assume things and that things are like it is back home...

what's hard is that rumours or facts have shown that ppl who go to the city will change.. i think i'm still who i am when i was at home (though i do more cooking and washing up here! hahah)... but i guess i have to depend on my good friends at home to say....

i've been here about 10 months and it's been overwhelming.. though i had my loneliness cause i wasn't out.. was home most of the time... but when i do go out and be with kl ppl, u do get to see what's it like being in KL..

everyone is so different and yet we all can still hang together - good example is my work place... there was one time half the team was out for a movie and starbucks after that and i was just looking around and thought that everysingle person in the group is totally different, different race, religion, background, upbringing.... it's like... yeah overwhelming! LOL and yet, we all could get along together... and sometime i wonder, how could this happen! hahahha... i guess it's gods work but then again, it's the chemestry with each other... i feel comfortable when at work - which i'm glad cause i wouldn't know what i'll do if the place i work in was all so stressed and... boring... hahahah

then when u go online, it's a whole new thing... esp when u're a blogger and u read celeb blogs and u get to know bloggers u just adore and religiously follow... and to think that u're in the same city as them, u just secretly hope u'll meet them.... fortunately... i'm working with TWO! hahahah.... sweet!!!

a n d.... u get hooked up in some stupid online group thingy where u ACTUALLY went to meet the other addicts face-to-face..... which leads u to meet other bloggers and meet another set of different ppl all together.... which is again.. IS overwhelming! hahahahah

and because of this online thingy... u get to meet a good friend, mind you... a NEW good friend where the friendship/relationship started off innocently, weirdly and confusing.... just imagine, the first day you meet, u're just so comfortable that u can just talk about anything and not just the "where u working", "what u like to do", "what is your fav movie" bit (though we DID go through that) but u could comfortably talk about personal stuff, stuff that u normally would think twice in telling a casual friend and also stuff u only tell your best friend....

but at the end of the day (whatever confusing and weirdly state we are in), we both know that we click and will be good friends whatever happens... and u've no idea or i've no idea that i could have a good friend from such a different background!!

now the next part of me being here in the city, is that i got to find a room, i got to move out - no dateline yet but i guess its soon.... so, anyone wants to rent me a room (preferrably near a train station?)