looking outside...

i sit at the window and i can see the clouds are blue and the air is clear (i think)... sun is shining crispy-ly.... and how i wish i was outside... though inside will be cooler, but i miss the sun... the last i felt the sun was my trip to Dubai....

yes how i wish i was out.. walking on the padestrian mall in penang road... taking my long due pics, eating cendol at the roadside... sweating.... looking at weird stuffs being sold, looking extremely jing jang small clothes which doesn't really make sense because penang road is a tourist-see place and tourists are USUALLY bigger than the locals.. how do you expect them to buy your clothes when their kids will fit them easily?

ok ok out of topic..

so yea.. walking in the sun at penang road... and mind you ON A WEEKDAY! not a busy weekend but on a week day... there's chowrasta market which i haven been inside before! yes.. weird right? then there's campbell street where i had lovely memories with my grandma from eating nasi kandar and getting silver jewelry to buying nice felt pens.. come to think of it, i haven't been there for years.... sigh...

somehow i think i need time to myself.. but yet i need someone to be there with me, doesn't matter if it was him or my gfs.... and to be just there with me without having to make a conversation cause the both of us would understand.. we just needed to be there for each other... but then, work comes in the way, and i can't do all this.... weekends are used to catch up on sleep and by the time u feel restless and want to do something, it's already sunday evening and u got to go back to work on monday.... which puts u off....and u get tired of doing nothing... and the cycle starts again...

i have this latest urge to go on a solo holiday... but i dare not... i'm not gutsy enough to do it on my own... i've done so many things on my own here in penang, but it's because it's penang, it's where i live, all my life... i'm familiar with it... i guess if i've been to more places and familiar on the dos and don'ts of traveling, i guess i will... but it will be one of my things-to-do-in-life thingy... to go on a holiday alone...

so what do u want to do in your things-to-do-in-life ?