wa beh tahan la

i thought when i wrote the reassuring-myself-that-everything-is-fine post (see below) that i'll be ok and i didn't need his phone calls, i was wrong... i can't live without his phone calls!!! i need to talk to him, i need to hear his voice.... (damn, i feel so incompetent and pathetic - but i can't help it!) it's been 4 days since i actually spoke to him properly!!!

sigh...

PLEASE CALL!!!!

(can someone save me from my misery?)