decisions....

so u're given a choice...
A) be patient
B) take the next best candidate u get

am i patient enough? how long should i be patient? can patience be measured? someone told me that patience cannot be measure (like how long one can be patient) isn't patience = waiting? no? if it IS waiting, i can't wait too long...

next best candidate... will i take it? i wouldn't know.. i don't see any next best candidates coming my way.... and even if there is... i'm still too confused about all this...

is it wrong for a female to want to depend on someone? i mean she can be the purest feminist of all, pro-girl power, earning her own money, having her own investments, hse, car and all that... deep down, at the end of the day, she does need someone... be it a man or a woman la (hahah.. depends on her preference) AND i believe at the same time she doesn't want to have a bum to go home to..

i may be wrong for some women out there, but that's what i feel, at the end of the day, i still need companionship... i still need someone to talk to, feel comfortable with... should i still be patient? (i've been doing this for god knows how long...) or should i just take what comes to me....?

sigh.....