supposedly blog posts list

here's a list of stuff i'm supposed to blog about but have no time/mood/resources/laptop to do it.. sorry ya! will do it.. err.. soon? hahahha

- MAX Kitchen and Wine Review (and maybe Bangkok Jazz and twentyone)

- GRA

- x meetup

- FABS 2nd meeting

- mysterious-guy (potential yet very doubtful)

- daisy

- cuppacakes

- the death and resurrection of lappy

- OT from other dept

- xmas @ Ikea

- co. annual dinner

- finally... the MOVE!

heheheh.... wondering eh? :P

lappy's back...

and the whole hdd was gone... they replaced it under warranty... and yes... EVERY freaking thing is gone... *cry*

now.. i'm trying to salvage whatever i have from my work pc, thumbdrive and camera memory card... sigh.... managed to get NEARLY all.. and i'm sure i'm missing a good set of pics... damn it...

and my downloads!!! luckily i finished watching the last season of Gilmore Girls... now, just have to download One Tree Hill.... again!

sigh....

i can't wait to go home! and what's worst.. the family is playing christmas music.. makes me wanna go home sooner! :(

mummy used to say...

"that if i laugh so much... sure cry the next minute"

well to some extent, i believe her....

i was having a GREAT time yesterday, with new friends, first time doing my famous "laugh" (that my beloved penang ppl love) in front of my KL friends... it's been a VERY LONG while since i laughed like that... eventhough i was quite tired.. but damn! this ppl are so freaking funny! hahahah.... it just puts a smile on my face remembering what happened yesterday...

but then comes to my mum's saying... it's sort of true.. though i did not cry (or not crying)... i feel shitty today... so not in the mood of working, just wanna stay home and do nothing.. and somehow feel that i'm sliding off, wanting to go to my corner again...

maybe i'm just protective or just a spoilt brat that i want it all to myself.. but when there's sharing.... i just backoff and let them have it... and i feel 2nd all over again.. what's worst - 3rd... and i HATE that feeling....

Under the same sky,

over the same land,

i'm always with you...

what do you do when...

....

- you have no lunch/food at home

- you have no laptop to use at home

- you have no plans

- you have not much $$$

... what would you do?

you go to work, do OT for another dept in your company!

sad... i feel so pathetic!

AT LEAST lah i got plans tomorrow.... not so sad afterall

sigh....

i miss home...

i thought i can do away home for 2 months... and when i do that.. so many fcking things happening that i just feel like giving up and going home.. everythings so simpler at home...

no one's "pushing/asking/requesting" you for things you dun want to give

no one's "questioning" your priorities and principles

no one's "messing" with your head

no one's "putting ideas" in your mind

no one's "ignoring" your thoughts

i know i should be "open" to new experiences and stuffs in the BIG city... but.... damn it, i'm from a simple background.. no hoo haaas.... what u expect from me?

as what a good friend told me... "they are out there to cheat and rob from you"

sigh...

maybe i should stick to going home once a week just to get away from these ppl...

u're mad, u're in desperate need..

you're ANGRY at the whole world..

you think no one cares

you feel that u cannot depend on anyone..

u're about to jeapordise your career...

then someone comes last minute, goes all the way out to help you

and when when u get help, your just ignore and no reply your messages...

... not even a word of updates or thanks....

10 Dec

will it happen?

i'm still in doubt...

but, it CAN happen and i can't wait for it to happen...

please make it happen!!

my dear lappy

i figured (or actually my colleagues said - they're always a help, luv u guys! ) that i should bring him to his HQ for checkup/fixing... so the next day after finding out that c-zone was closed for a few days for stock-check, i brought him to HQ and they said it'll take 3 days.. but they'll call me about my data...

still no calls from HQ

i really *cross my fingers* hope that my PHOTOS, downloads and mp3 are ok....

ohh lappy!! why lappy!! it's only been ... what... 5 months????!!!!

*cry*

:(

my lappy died-ed

everything was fine.. i brought him to the FABS meeting, he was working, i brought him home after that - he was fine... but then this morning - he died-ed!!! i mean like... wtf! the error i got was something about cannot read disk error or something in that line... cannot masuk windows....

lan ah!!!!

looks like i got to bring lappy to work, then to lowyat after work...

damnit! it's not even a year!!! i just hope my downloads and pics are still ok.... i don't care about the rest..

fck!

(was posting this from a cyber cafe - i know.. its sad...)

team @ twentyone

finally... it was just the 4 of us and we didn't want to go home yet... so... we decided to go to twentyone... fendi's favourite hang out place.. we thought it's gonna be r&b / hip-hop style but in the end it was house-trance-techno type of music... we were all abit tipsy and couldn't be bothered to find another place to hang... so just decided to stick here...

the boys were really having a great time... and we were just enjoying each others company - what's funny... all 3 guys are sort-of newbies and i'm the senior one there... hahaha.... i just feel soo old i tell u!! like i had to baby sit them... but they were great, they took care of me and always asked if i wanted another drink or something.. even when i went to the toilet and came out, they asked if i was ok.. like as if i was puking or something.. hahahah.. so sweet of them

damon - silan - fendi

i've been hearing that twentyone is quite a happening place with the famous ones... i know marion goes there, kinkybluefairy goes there and some others... so when i was there, i was hoping yet not hoping to see some of em... i did see marion's sister though....

towards the end of the night, i saw this small red haired girl coming out from the toilet and caught my eye... and i SO KNOW who she is!! i've been following her blog for a couple of years now.. and finally saw the author.... i just had to go up to her - eventhough i was well sweaty from the dancing just a moment ago.... this was my chance...

so i went up to her.. say hi, introduced myself, managed to get a picture and said to hope to meet her again soon...

finally... i MET kinkybluefairy!

with KinkyBlueFairy !

the guys didn't have enough - so we went on a round of Sambuca!
~ surprisingly it didn't get that wasted compared to the last time i had one! ~

team dinner @ Max

so one sat night, the team was given a budget to spend.. so..plans were made.. it was either aquaria KLCC or bowling or makan... in the end, it was makan...

andrew, the planner.. knew MAX - Kitchen and wine and organised a set dinner... it was SPLENDID i tell you!! i'll review it in another post...

anyway... here's some pics of the team... dinner was kinda late so.. we cam whored - as usual! hahaha and noreen was my partner in crime :P

front - monica and emma / back - noreen and me

left to right - daniel, noreen, me, lawrence
your majesty sitting - mr. ku

andrew, me and boss

bored....

short speech by raymond

after dinner.. half of us were supposed to go to velvet for some partying but when we went there, it was too full.... so we headed towards Bangkok Jazz....

Rosie Posie

wanna shout out to my belove babe in Penang... a...

VERY

VERY

VERY

HAPPY

HAPPY

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

ROSIE!!!

wished i was there to hang with u... kinda miss u! hahahhah...

well i do hope to see u this sunday though! :P

HAVE a good day today k!

*MUACKS*

sorry peeps

i know it's been a while... it's been a weird week and much emotional changes has been going on... but now i'm ok...

lines were made (and trying to not cross it)... new friendships were made and strengthened.... decisions to make (one big one soon...) and much needed rest is needed (though i don't see any in future)...

will update when i have the time and mood again.....

looks like KL life is starting for me now... after.. nearly a year! gosh! has it been a year???? see how time flies?

Papa Beard's @ Pavillion, Bkt Bintang

Papa's new outlet at the Pavillion...

ever since i ate this the first time.. i think it was at MidValley.. i just fell in LOVE with this cream puffs!! haven't had another since then.. which was... months ago.. or it could be years! hahahah...

anyway after having pasta with dad, i saw this outlet right outside the pasta restaurant.. and i was drooling.. so after pasta, i went straight to Papa's and got a box... 5 for RM15... gosh.. i was speechless after my first bite....

this time, they had chocolate flavour but i insisted with the original... heheheh...

PastaMania @ Pavillion, Bkt Bintang

after my hospitalization ordeal, dad decided to chia me lunch... but i had NO freaking idea on where to go... so since he's never been to the Pavillion and his bus was in Pudu... why not.. i was secretly thinking of getting my J.Co donuts too!! nyeh nyeh nyeh...

anyway, was walking around the food floor in Pavillion and dad saw this place - PastaMania.. so ok la we went in to try... the concept of the place was like fast food type... u line up, look at the menu at the cashier.. tell them what u want... and wait for your food to be placed in the tray... for food like pizza, they will bring it to your table...

if u ordered pasta, you are given a few choices on what pizza you want to go with your toppings... they don't really recommend which goes well with what, but it's all on each person's preferrences...

there were so many types of pasta.. tomato based ones and cream based ones and also pizzas... i was torn between the normal spagetthi bolognese or the carbonarra... in the end, i took the cream based one.... with ceaser salad....

what i like about the carbonarra was that it wasn't rich... at the end of the meal, i didn't feel jelak.. which is good, cause i still have that feeling of going back there again! hahaha.. though the ceasor salad was abit weird - they put eggs in it... hmm.. first time seeing eggs in a ceaser salad..

dad had tri-shrooms personall pizza - it's vegetarian... yes, dad tries not to eat food with meat (though he is NOT a vegetarian) and he also loves mushrooms.. so... the pizza he had had 3 types of mushrooms... hence the name of the pizza - Tri-shrooms... it looked good but before i could try some, dad finished it.. dad also ordered some garlic break.. nice... but nothing fancy - i still miss Francis' garlic bread in penang!

wanted to take more pics but i was squeezing battery life from the camera... just hoping to get a pic or two from my outings...

so there, PastaMania at Pavillion, Bkt Bintang.... good for pasta lovers on the go... :)