sigh....

i miss home...

i thought i can do away home for 2 months... and when i do that.. so many fcking things happening that i just feel like giving up and going home.. everythings so simpler at home...

no one's "pushing/asking/requesting" you for things you dun want to give

no one's "questioning" your priorities and principles

no one's "messing" with your head

no one's "putting ideas" in your mind

no one's "ignoring" your thoughts

i know i should be "open" to new experiences and stuffs in the BIG city... but.... damn it, i'm from a simple background.. no hoo haaas.... what u expect from me?

as what a good friend told me... "they are out there to cheat and rob from you"

sigh...

maybe i should stick to going home once a week just to get away from these ppl...