it's everywhere!

u know when u're not supposed to do something, or see something or in my case eat something, it's EVERYWHERE in your face? and u can't "touch" it!!! it's torture man!!!

like last night, after a big chicken-rendang-ketupat-satay-gravy feast, we all went to Swensons for dessert.... OMG.... bad idea man... there was nothing that has NO CHOCOLATE!!! the only thing they had was either YAM, COCONUT or MANGO.... yam, bluueeggghhh.... coconut, uh..no?... mango? YES!! but then they didn't have anymore - finish! sheesh

*cry*

in the end, i ended up making-your-own-sunday with lime and orange sherbert... nice la.. but it's not nice when your friends are having the Qoit Tower, choc sunday, ice choc drink...etc.... sigh...

sometimes i feel like denying that it's not working so that i can go back to eat chocolates.... but well, everything takes time... i guess.... sigh..... :(