be patient ppl

yes yes i WILL update about the family reunion.... just have no time, and when i do (like now) i don't have the pics with me... sigh....

anyway.....

life's been ok.... been sort of drawn to forums and into detailing.. i never knew what detailing means after i joined the forum... soon enough i came to find out that it was a totally new world to me... sadly it really costs alot of money... sigh... anyway, i did go to a detailing shop and just chatted with the owner there. he's very passionate in his work and just gives his best to all his customers... soon, i'll be his customer... :) err.. currently waiting for gaji la... what i'm more worried about is the after-care, once the detailing is done....

sigh... u know what my mum will say bout this - SIBUK! hahha....

st anne's this week, and i'll be back to say my farewells to the arabs and hopefully burn some candles at st anne's.... good that i manage to get leave on friday! yeah!!! oh... talking about that, i need to buy my bus ticket back for thursday...

how do u get back on the playing field when u haven't been playing for the past nearly 7 years? u may have ppl who are interested in u (which i doubt if that's the case for me), u may have ppl that u have your eye on...

but what the fuck do u do? i mean, u can't just let it be? cause it's obvious that something is happening... i don't know but i'm scared.... i'm scared to react, i'm scared to make my move and i'm scared to even try... i don't want to be back like how i was before - getting rejected like dead flies falling from the sky and also, when u think it's getting somewhere and suddenly they tell u that they have someone in mind and there u go, a smack in the head/face - again... and what's sad, i can't see myself being together with them - cause it just doesn't look matching.. if u know what i mean... sadly it hurts especially when u see them once in a while

in the last weekend, the team had a go-kart event... like real real race with trophies all you know! and... uhumm.. hmm... *clears throat* ... someone, managed to qualify and went to the finals!!! aahahhah it was soo much fun i tell u!!! nah, did not win.. wasn't last as well!!! good right? :) pics go here but will cerita bout the event later... still waiting for more pics

hmm... been wanting to go to Just Heavenly and Black Canyon... who wanna join me? we go together gether :)