no more holidays

it looks like i "owe" the company 1 day of annual leave... cause saturdays leave were screwed, no one knew we had to apply for leave for saturday if we wanted to not work on a saturday... so since i only applied for thurs and fri, they HAD to give me AL for saturday... and since i DID NOT have enough AL, i'm "owing" them.....

sigh... wonder if i have any AL for easter...... that's in april right?

my trip back was good... manage to meet up briefly with ppl close with my heart and did a good share of drinking ;) and well also found out interesting news.....i still wonder if he knew i was back... yes, i haven't spoken to him since..christmas..sad uh.. ALSO got my first ang pau from married Simon! hahhaha.... well thanks to him for coming over to BM to see me! if not, i would have to go to penang to see him! hahahah.. and sadly that will be the last time i'll be seing him, he's not sure when he'll be back.... he's gonna start a family, start finding a job... and all that... but it was nice to see him again...

haven't rested properly since i got back from penang.... reached home in gombak about 9+ pm on sunday and have been getting up early eversince..... just hope i don't feel sick this weekend....

have been feeling weird...emotionally that is.... it's like i'm happy, yet i'm sad, i feel i'm with ppl, yet i feel lonely... but one thing for sure, i haven't been "talking".... and knowing me, i "need" to talk... talk without censoring myself, talk without choosing my words (foul or not), talk without thinking.... i did briefly though had that type of talk... but having one night of that... it's not enough.... but i'm glad i had that chance....

i guess KL is starting to get to me... OR... (i hope this isn't it) that i'm starting to feel homesick? .... nah.... i don't think so.... or issit? hmm......